Monday, 9:13 P.M. EST
So... the day hasn’t been terrible.
Rob is being a little more friendly toward me, at least.
I can’t tell if it’s an act because Dane is around, and him being mad at me would only tell Dane that something was up that day, or if he’s really starting to forgive me- but somehow, it was enough to brighten my mood a little.
Plus, Sierra is playing replacement again while Jena is knocked out in the room. When Dane had to leave, he left her “you’re on my good side” baggie; She always shares with me.
Rob started getting upset with me after I went in for my third line. He, like Jena, has never been fond of me doing drugs. But can he blame me? I think he told me to go check on her as a method of pulling me away from the rest of the baggie.
I feel like normally for me anymore, I would have declined that firm invitation because of the addiction bug that scratches at my ears whenever I turn down an opportunity to dose when there’s still supply available.
But… Rob might be my friend again. I think right now, that means a lot to me. So I did it, and I’ve been up here ever since.
Maybe a part of my soul found its way back. Maybe that’s why, when he told me to check on Jenalyn and I wanted to decline? I felt a hole form in my chest.
I want my friends back. They’re… all I have.
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Jenalyn: Crossing Lines (#4) [Complete]
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