The Falling virgin

t h i r t y t h r e e: it's huge

I shifted my position and opened my eyes, seeing Connor with his eyes closed. His mouth slowly parted as little snores escaped his lips. I softly smiled and he groaned as he pulled me closer to him. His hand was draped around my belly, my shirt had moved up and revealed my underwear. I placed my hand on top of his, fiddling with his fingers

He let out a long breath and swallowed before his hand moved to my waist. I bit my lip and shook my head.

I sighed and turned onto my back.

After a few minutes I started speaking. "Con?" I asked. "Mhm?"

"Thank you." I said and he shifted. "For what?"

"For being you." I said. "You wouldn't have said that four months ago when you yelled at me in the hallways."

I chuckled. "No, but I am now."

"Well, it's no prob."

"Don't ever say prob again." I cringed and turned to him. A soft smile tugged up at the corner of his lips. "Sorry."

My eyes went down to his lips and I bit the inside of my cheek.

"Alli?" He said, shaking me out of my trance, his eyed now open. I glanced back up at him. "Yeah, sorry."

He cupped my cheeks and his lips met mine. At first I returned, bu then I slowly pulled away. "I'm sorry." He said, running a hand trough his hair. "I shouldn't have."

I shook my head and he sighed. "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." I said and he rubbed his temples. "Let's just sleep."

I turned on my side, my back facing him. I placed my hand under the pillow, sighing and closing my eyes.

"Good night."

"Good night."

***

I woke up and slowly got out of bed. "Where are you going?" Connor asked and I turned to look at him. "I'm gonna use the bathroom and shower."

"Well, don't take too long." He said and I rolled my eyes. I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me.

As I changed out of my clothes I let the water get warm. I stood under the shower and allowed the water to hit my skin. I washed my hair and body, cleaned myself with the water and then got out of the shower. I grabbed a towel and dried my body before putting it in my hair.

I grabbed my underwear and slipped on Connor's hoodie. I slowly opened the door and walked back into his room, taking the towel out of my hair.

Connor had already changed into sweats and a white shirt, his hair still looking messy.

"About tonight..." He said and I met his eyes. "I'm sorry."

I bit my lip and looked at the ground. "I-"

There was a knock in the door and it opened. "Connor, have you seen..." My brother met my eyes, his lips parting. "Alli?"

"What are you doing here? I was worried sick." He said and walked up to me. He put his arms around me and I gasped as he grip got even tighter. "Ben, I-"

"Shht, I know, I know. Lucas is an asshole and he got taken care of. He-"

"Ben!" I shouted and he let go of me, looking bewildered. "Huh?"