Lascivious: Terrence Calleja (COMPLETE)

Chapter Twenty Five

            Napatingin ako sa likod ko nang maramdaman ang yakap ni Terrence. Andito kami ngayon sa kusina. I told him na paglulutuan ko siya. We haven't eaten lunch yet.

            "Anong lulutuin mo?" malambing niyang tanong.

            "I miss eating chicken fajitas. Mom used to cook it for us." sagot ko.

            "Hmm... That sounds delicious."

            I giggled. "Mom loves mexican food. She grew up in Mexico. My grandmother's mexican."

            He looked at me. "Really? Kaya pala hindi ka mukhang full filipino."

            "Well, yeah. My mom's not a filipina. She's mexican-american. Nagpunta siya rito nung nakapangasawa yung lolo ko ng pinay. That's how my parents met. My dad's half-american too. So I'm like, Mexican-american-filipino."

            Seeing my family's history when it comes to relationships, parang bigla akong natakot. What if I end up like them? Even my grandparents married a couple times. I'm seriously sick of that I hope it won't happen to me.

            Natigil ako sa pag-iisip nang marinig ang patuloy na pagsasalita ni Terrence.

            "Damn... That's why you're very unique. You actually look like a latina the first time I met you. A beautiful curve, tan complexion, a very small attractive face... Damn, even your hair's fucking attractive. Everything about you is alluring, sweetheart. I've never seen a smile as bright as yours."

            Kinilig ako sa sinabi niya. I faced him at pinalibot ang mga braso sa leeg nito. "You think I'm beautiful?"

            Hinaplos niya ang mukha ko. "Bakit sa tingin mo adik na adik ako sayo?"

            Hinila ko siya palapit sa akin. "If you're that addicted to me then why aren't you locking me down?" makahulugan kong tanong.

            "You're already mine, my darling."

            "Not yet. I'm only yours in bed, Terrence."

            Sumeryoso ang mga mata niya. I gasped when he suddenly nailed me on the counter.

            "No, sweetheart. You're all mine. Everything about you is mine. This is mine." hinawakan niya pagkababae ko kaya napakagat-labi ako. "This is mine too." tinaas niya ang kamay sa dibdib ko at tinaas pa iyung muli. "And this too." he caressed my face like it's the most fragile thing he'd ever touched.

            Dinikit ko ang sarili sa kanya. "Can you be mine too?" halos paos kong boses na tanong. "Please be mine, Terrence. I'd do anything for you. I want you so bad."

            Hahalikan ko dapat siya pero iniwas niya ang mukha sa akin. I felt disappointed.

            Sumilay ang ngisi sa labi nito. "You want me, huh?"

            I nodded desperately. "I... I love you, Terrence. I really love you. I'd kneel for you, baby. I'd die for you."

            I feel so pathetic begging him to be mine. But this is how I feel. I'm so in love with him and I can't hide it anymore.

            I closed my eyes when he suddenly grabbed my face. Naramdaman ko ang labi niyang pinuno ng halik ang mukha ko. I groaned when he bite my lips. Binuksan ko ulit ang mga mata at pinagmasdan siya and I saw something in his eyes. Something I've never seen before. They look so soft. They're shinning and sparkling. I feel like I can see the universe inside those green eyes. His eyes are so fucking beautiful.