(At it again...Enjoy I guess)
???: Mirror mirror on the wall
???: Yeah, tunnel vision on the flaw
???: On the scale of things it's unimportant
???: So no talking, but it's still an intrusive thought
Me: Tried hard to correct it, yeah
??? and Me: But nothing was effective
Me: No-one else seemed so obsessed with it
Me: Things were desperate until the voice crept in
???: I can help you. Trust me. You're ready
Me: It seemed dangerous...but it said to have faith in it
???: The secret is to just be empty
Me: Didn't know if it was wise to listen, but what could it hurt to try
Alex: And at first it was working but then things were emerging
M&A: Cracked lips and tired eyes
Alex: I'm hungry with no appetite and I'm shivering and shaking
Me: And I tell myself it's fine
M&A: But you can't fool your body you can only fool your mind, yeah
Alex: Empty
Alex: I just need to be empty
M&A: Hide from anyone who'll prevent me
Alex: Just fill up on water and shame
Alex: No I'm not hungry, I just ate
Alex: I developed a taste for this
Alex: Endure the never-ending ache of this
Me: Convinced myself I'm in control
M&A: And it's not all the voice that makes me sick
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong. I'm looking but I can't see
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone
???: Been getting even worse
???: All the days begin to merge, yeah
???: Just a blurry haze and it's almost second nature to ignore the urges
M&A: Can't trust my own nature
Alex: Every calorie a failure
Alex: Gotta push the intake down every day
M&A: 'Cause the voice comes back to say
???: You want to eat? Bite your tongue
Me: Don't want to stay an embarrassment
Alex: Just have to stomach it
???: They don't know what you want
Alex: A tug of war against common sense
Me: Don't wanna believe that I overstepped
Alex: But it's so overwhelming and I hope no one can tell
Alex: 'Cause the numbers keep decreasing
Me: This ordeal is becoming routine, check
Alex: Arms, back, neck, thighs. Suck it in and pinch my sides
Alex: The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah
Alex: Numbers. It all comes down to numbers
Me: I know it's wrong
M&A: But just because you know you're colorblind doesn't mean you can see the colors
Alex: Fine, I admit I'm addicted! But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this?! I KNOW I CAN DIE, I'VE SEEN THE STATISTICS!
M&A: But the voice is with me thick and thin...
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong. I'm looking but I can't see myself
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong but I can't stop alone
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong. I'm looking but I can't see myself
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone
Me: I can reach out to someone, not like me
Cake: If you ask for help it doesn't make you weak
Alex: I can reach out to someone, not like me
Alex: I can help my mind learn to trust my body
M&A: I can reach out to someone, not like me
Cake: If you ask for help it doesn't make you weak!
M&A: I can reach out
M&A: Ignore what the voice tells me
M&A: I can help my mind learn to trust my body!
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong. I'm looking but I can't see myself
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
M&A: Ana- I know it's wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
Me: I can reach out, I can reach out
A&???: Inside it's em-em-em-empty
Alex: I can reach out, I can reach out
...
Alex: :)
(Done. Feel free to request Anything. Until then goodbye)
