I stay quiet.
I stay to myself.
I shut myself down from everything.
From people.
From thoughts.
From feelings.
From caring.
From everything.
It's safe that way.
At least for me.
I feel safer at least.
No one can hurt me.
Yeah, I probably won't eat.
Or get out of bed.
Or talk to anyone.
But I'm rearranging some thoughts.
I'm figuring things out.
I'm trying to shut everyone and everything out just to get a break.
That's all I need.
A break.
A break in silence.
