I'm shutting everyone out.
I'm staying to myself.
I'm keeping my feelings, thoughts, dreams, and problems to myself.
I'm not gonna ask for help.
I'm not gonna ask to talk.
I'm not gonna ask for advice.
When I need something I'll just have to go without telling anyone.
I don't need anyone.
I've got this.
I've done it before.
I can do it again.
I'll go back to my olds ways.
If that means not eating or getting out of the bed...so be it.
I'm not about to keep doing this.
I can't.
I don't want to.
I'm slowly getting more and more hurt.
Why?
Because I let people know my feelings.
I tell people my problems.
I let people in too quickly.
I let people in and get too comfortable.
I let my guards down.
I let my walls down.
I can't anymore.
I'm building them back up.
I'm going back into the corner I was in.
By myself.
In the darkness.
With just me and my thoughts.
