He scared her.
She don't even want to talk to me because she doesn't know who's who.
Wow.
She won't even have a conversation with me when I need her.
This is why I don't like him.
He's dangerous.
He's trouble.
That's wasn't me talking to her half of the time.
I tried to tell her that.
And when I told her it was me she still didn't hardly believe me.
I've screwed it up.
I told her about him and now he's messing it all up.
He's scaring her off.
She probably thinks I'm psycho.
That I'm crazy.
That I'm dangerous.
That I'm trouble.
This is his fault.
Not mine this time.
His fault.
He did this.
He caused this.
I was finally calming down and now my feelings are hurt again.
I'll just keep some distance just so I don't scare her.
I didn't want this to happen like it did.
Idk exactly what happened.
But it happened.
She's gonna think differently of me.
She's gonna look at me different.
He's gonna scare her off completely.
Then I'll be here stuck.
Alone.
Once again.
Back to square 1.
It's only a matter of time.
I have no control over him.
He's gonna hurt me.