What do I do?
I have it in my possession to do as I please with it.
I have the choice to make.
Do I want to better myself?
Do I want to try?
Do I want to fall back again?
Do I try to get out of this?
Do I give up?
Do I let it win?
Do I give in?
What do I do?
It's in my hands to make the decision.
Do I screw it up?
Do I hand it over to someone else?
Do I hide the pain?
Do I hide the mental scars?
Do I come up with a plan?
Am I suppose to just step back and look at it?
Do I take a break?
Or do I use it in my power?
What do I do?
I'm lost.
I'm stuck.
I'm confused.
I'm at a dead end with it.
I truly don't know what to do.
