I've made my mind up.
I'm taking a few steps back.
From everyone.
From everything.
I need to take time to figure some things out.
My anger is building up and I'm gonna snap.
I'm gonna take the time to release my anger before stepping forward again.
I'm shutting down for a while.
I'm staying to myself.
Gonna get some answers to some questions I have.
I'm gonna do this by myself.
If I get better, I get better.
If I get worse, we'll then I get worse.
Right now I honestly couldn't give two fucks about anything.
I'm tired.
Exhausted.
Confused.
Misunderstood.
Annoyed.
Angry.
Sad.
Upset.
Anxious.
I wanna do nothing but lay in this bed and cry.
I want to cut so much that hopefully I bleed to death.
I want to hang myself til I completely quit breathing.
I want to shoot myself in the head so many times that there's no saving me.
I want to take so many pills no medicine will revive me.
I'm done!
