Does anyone else just crave a bottle of pills so much it becomes distracting from everything?
Cause I do.
A bottle of pills is all I want.
A couple of pills.
To take the pain away.
The hurt.
The thoughts.
The voices.
Just everything.
I don't want to feel like this.
I want to be happy.
I want to feel something other than this.
I want to think about others things than death and cutting or taking pills.
This is just too much for me.