I've never in my life felt more like death than I do right now.
I want to die.
That's all I think about.
I don't think about who I would hurt.
What would happen.
What could happen.
Nothing.
It's like a blank room with the word "death" written everywhere.
I've never wanted to die more.
I was going out tonight to get high but plans fell through.
I was hoping it was laced with something.
Just so I could hit it and just die.
I want to die.
Did.
Like an eternal death.
Yes.
That's exactly what I want.
I want nothing more.
I'm done.
I'm down feeling like this.
I'm done being this way.
I'm done going through the same exact routine everyday.
I'm done doing this.
I'm done thinking these things.
I'm done having these thoughts.
I'm done listening to these voices.
I'm done.
If I had one wish.
I wouldn't think twice to wish to die.
I'm over this.
I'm tired.
I'm exhausted.
I'm annoyed.
I'm aggravated.
It's pathetic.
It's overwhelming.
It's stupid.
I'm done.
