I'm hoping everyone knows how much I appreciate them. And how much I love them. But I'm not like everyone else. I know my time is coming. I'm tired. To the point I'm literally pushing everyone...and I mean EVERYONE away. But I'm ready.
Daily dose of depression.
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October 23, 2019
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Spiraling
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No hope.
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Me or the voices.
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Im (not) okay.
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Dear best friend.
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Im numb.
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I dont want to be here.
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To my family.
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Dear me,
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Suicide.
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Thoughts.
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Dear dad.
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Silence.
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Sleep.
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A bottle of pills.
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Plans.
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Runaway.
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She saved my life.
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Im shutting down.
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Thoughts while im home alone.
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Psychiatrist and changes.
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How do i do it?
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I did it again.
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I dont want help...
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Leave me alone.
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Should I?
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Why?
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I had a dream.
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You dont understand.
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Dear nanny and papaw.
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Who am I?
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Numbness.
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Hospital bed.
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Thats it.
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I screwed up.
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A secret.
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I dont understand
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What do i do?
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Make it all go away!
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Rough day...rough night.
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I nessed up...again.
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Why?!?!?
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2 u.
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Why does it have to be you?
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Will i ever be okay?
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Im shutting them out.
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I dont know what's wrong with me.
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Back to being numb.
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Back 2 square 1.
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All alone.
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I found it...
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I need you.
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These voices.
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Im scared.
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Death.
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I spiraled
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Im so done.
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I hate myself.
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All i want.
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Im scared.
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I tried.
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I seen him.
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Differently
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Hes back again.
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I guess...idk
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Temptations
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Im over it.
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Im tired of it.
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Idk.
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Who is it?
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You never cared.
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Guess what!
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I needed you....but okay.
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Thats my cue.
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Im deeply hurt.
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Things are changing.
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.
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Well.
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...
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Im ready.
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Tonight would be perfect.
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A burden.
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Hey..
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Should I rewrite them?
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I seen her.
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Im happy.
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So many thoughts.
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Im in love with you.
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I need you rn.
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You.
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I dont know anymore.
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Im leaving.
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These feelings.
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Who knows.
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Maybe...
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Too far.
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Do you know?
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I miss you.
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