So many thoughts.

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What do I do?
I feel like I make her uncomfortable.
I feel like I'm being too clingy.
I feel like I'm being that annoying human being that no one likes.
I feel like my stay is overdue.
Idk.
I just feel like she doesn't want me there.
Ughhhhh.
My heart is feeling so many things.
But my mind is trying to trick me into thinking I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough for anyone.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I don't deserve to feel something like this.
But I want to.
I want to be happy.
She makes me happy.
But I don't feel like the feeling is mutual.
I think I'm just overthinking it.
But I feel like I'm invading.
I feel like she's tired of me.
Maybe I should give her some space.
Or some time.
Idk.
Idk what to do.
I'm finally in a place I'm comfortable with.
I could stay right here forever.
I truly could.
But I feel like she doesn't want to.
I feel like she doesn't want me around.
Idk, like I said...I may just be overthinking it.

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