"You mean a lot to me, Jesse..."
"You're a great friend."
Jesse slumped against his doorframe, the mass of tears he'd been holding back breaking through, trailing down the side of his face. His artificial, joyus expression dissolved into a pained one as a muffled sob emerged from his throat, his hand clasping around his mouth as he didn't want to disturb the others. He forced himself up to his knees, his hands trembling as he locked the door, collapsing in a heap on the floor, too heartsick to cry. He brought his knees up to his chest, the harmful thoughts spiraling their way to the back of his mind, working their way to his sanity, eating away at it. A multitude of thoughts submerged his mind; was he overreacting? After five years of friendship; it was like he'd been thrown away and forgotten. Lukas viewed him as a friend and nothing more, but that wasn't what hurt the most. What hurt Jesse the most; The fact that Lukas was oblivious to everything. Overtime Jesse had developed feelings for him and had basically been rejected; left heartbroken. There was that tiny, unimportant voice in his head, mustering enough confidence to think; what if Lukas felt the same way? And said that to cover up the fact that...
No. He'd just have to accept it.
Deal with it.
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MCSM oneshots (Discontinued)
FanfictionWhy hello there! Welcome to my book of MCSM oneshots. This book includes but is not limited to: Jesskas (A LOT of Jesskas) Jetra (Who doesn't like Jetra) Jesstra Axelvia That's it for now. If you have any requests, I would love to take them. Bye-b...
