Why?

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Why do I always feel worthless?

Why do I feel like I'm trash? Not good enough?
Why do I feel like nobody cares?

When people tell me to commit?

When people tell me I'm garbage?

When people tell me I have no talent?

When people tell me I don't put any effort in?

Is it true?

That I'm nothing but a problem?

That it would be one less problem if I weren't here?

When nobody is there to tell me, 'I love you,'?

When some days, it would be a blessing to not feel anything at all?

When all I feel is pain?

When I can't remember the last time I was happy?

When my emotions seem so irrelevant?

What is life anymore?

What is the purpose?

Why am I still here?

Why am I not dead?

Why am I not buried, gone and forgotten?

Why do I feel like I have nobody to talk to?

Why can't I just be normal?

Why can't I be smart? Successful? Useful?

Why does everything have to be an internal battle with myself?

Why am I never good enough for you all?

Why do I always feel worthless?

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