Take My Hand || Jinson

Feelings? What Are Those?

Feelings; an emotional state or reaction, an important word for everyone. Every moment and every second of the day they are present and we even forget that we have them...

He is different, he has always been different. He couldn't feel anything, he was always neutral, he never smiled, never cried, and didn't scream. He didn't understand the meaning of being sad or happy, he didn't understand what feelings were in general and unfortunately his Alexithymia was only the beginning

At a young age, Jinyoung was diagnosed with alexithymia which is a personality trait in which an individual can't feel anything and can't understand the feelings they are experiencing. Many consequences came along with this personality dysfunction but the worst consequence of this specific disorder is that he couldn't build any kind of relationship with people no matter how much he wished to. Jinyoung was just incapable of holding a relationship with anyone.

Many major events had happened in his life most being bad. When these moments occurred he showed no emotion. At funerals whilst everyone was crying he stood there dry eyed wondering why everyone's eyes were leaking. For many this was concerning. Most wondering what could possibly be wrong with the sixteen year old.

After probably the biggest event in his life, his mother's sister takes things in to her own hands hoping it will help. After certain arrangements were put in to place Jinyoung was alone once again but only this time he was surrounded by random people he didnt know who were similar to him.

One day as Jinyoung sat in the lounge, a book in hand he saw a male that suddenly sparked something inside of Jinyoung. The foreign feeling making Jinyoung panic. His heart clenched which made Jinyoung question the feeling.

No matter how much he tried to figure it out he just couldn't do it..... Untill he meets 6 other guys all similar in some way, each showing him a different emotion and or expression.