Take My Hand || Jinson

Not again

Youngjae woke up in Jaebeom's room, more specifically on the sofa that they had in there, but there was something weird and Youngjae didn't know why he had this weird and strange feeling. Jaebeom was sleeping in his bed, but there were no signs of Jinyoung anywhere; he looked for him everywhere (even under the bed) but he didn't find him, which confused Youngjae.

"Youngjae-ah, what are you doing?" Jaebeom asked completely puzzled to find the younger on his hands and knees looking under his bed.

"Oh, I'm sorry, did I wake you up? I'm so sorry for waking you up." Youngjae said hoping that the other wasn't angry at him.

"Not really, but what are you searching for?" Jaebeom questioned, his raspy voice slowly putting Youngjae in what felt like a trance, once Youngjae realized he hadn't said anything he quickly responded no wanting the older to wait anymore than he already had.

"Jinyoung-hyung. Do you have any idea of where he is?" was the response he ended up going with but it was close enough to what he wanted to say.

"Yes but no, I mean he woke up early so he decided to walk around the clinic" Jaebeom said after thinking for five minutes to when he last saw the younger male in the room.

"I see... Thank you!" Youngjae chirps before getting up and running off to find Jinyoung somewhere in the clinic.

For some strange reason, Jaebeom didn't like the fact that Youngjae had asked for Jinyoung, his heart began to ache, and he felt weird but then when he saw the younger smile, the pain disappeared as fast as it had appeared and so the strange feelings.

"Weird, I should ask Doc. Hwang about this" Jaebeom thought.

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"Jinyoung-ah, why are you here?" Jackson felt bad asking that, he felt that he was being ungrateful, but he wanted to know how and why he was laying in Jinyoung's lap.

"Well, I woke up early so I decided to walk around the clinic, then I as I was passing by your room I heard some noises, so I entered and found you... What was it called? Dr. Felix had told me the other day, well I don't know the name for it but there was basically water coming out of your eyes" Jinyoung tries to explain

"You mean that I was crying?" Jackson questioned and looked at Jinyoung who was trying to clarify if that was the word.

"Oh, so that's the what it's called I must have had the wrong word in mind...." Jinyoung replies clearly still amazed by the word.

"I understand that part, but how... how... how did I ended up sleeping in your... your lap" Jackson tried to further investigate in to why they were in the situation they are in.

After saying that, a reddish tint colored Jackson's cheeks, he couldn't help but feel ashamed of his own words. He was about to take back his words when Jinyoung cut him off......

"I honestly don't know, I did it, but I don't know why, I felt like I had to do it, not quite sure of why, anyways, why are you red? Are you sick? I read that when you have fever you look red" Jinyoung finished off, worry laced in to his voice

"N-no, I'm... I'm okay" Jackson said confidently to make sure Jinyoung didn't worry anymore.

"Okay, but I have a question, why did I cry?" Jinyoung said completely lost as to what had triggered Jackson

"I can't tell for sure, you can cry for different reasons, no one has the same reason all the time" Jackson responded as best he could

"Reasons?" Jinyoung continued wanting to know more about the weird action.

"Yes, most of the time it is caused by an emotion or trigger, but there are sometimes there are other things that can cause you to cry, like any type of sickness or illness" Jackson breaks down as best as he could

"I need to know why I would cry, please Jackson, help me" Jinyoung said wanting to experience the new found bodily response for himself.

"Well, if you tell me what you can feel, maybe I can figure out a reason you would cry" Jackson said as a way to help.

"I felt-"

Suddenly the door opened and a nurse came in huffing and puffing

"I'm sorry to interrupt you both, but Doc. Hwang want to talk with both of you, he is waiting in his office with Youngjae and Jaebeom, please go to there as fast as possible" The nurse said which brought worry to Jackson who quickly dragged Jinyoung out of the room they were in.

"I guess we'll finish our talk later, don't worry I'll help you out" Jackson promised as he was pulling the younger through the halls.

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As soon as they arrived to the office, Hyunjin began to talk to all four of them.

"I have asked you to come here to talk about the room change situation, I want to know if you all are okay with it, please be honest with me, I don't want to do something that could hurt any of you" Hyunjin continues to which all the boys began to nod.

"I don't have any problems doc. Hwang, I didn't find myself uncomfortable when I slept with Jaebeom-hyung in his room last night... the only uncomfortable part was sleeping on the sofa other than that all was fine" Youngjae said clearly which Hyunjin was happy with.

Jackson looked at Youngjae after hearing what he said, and a part of him felt happy for him, happy that Youngjae was willing to move, unlike him. Jackson actually wanted to ask if Youngjae could stay longer, more specifically a week more, he needed to be with someone he trusted at Jooheon's death anniversary, but he wouldn't dare to affect Youngjae's life, or force him to do so. Jackson wasn't going to be selfish and hurt someone he appreciated again. So he had to think of someone else or just ask Hyunjin or Felix to go with him.

What about the rest of you? Do you totally agree with the change?"

Jackson came out of his thoughts as he heard the voice of Hyunjin, realizing that he haven't answered the question. His mind was a chaos, "lie and make me suffer, or tell the truth and make Youngjae suffer?" He didn't need to think it too much, the answer was very clear

"I...

(so I decided to add this last part so that the chapter end in suspense, because the readers would be like:

What is he going to choose? Or something like that)