Musical One-Shots

hi. I need help.

Hi,
So I figured I'd ask for help here because this is our most popular book. (Thanks BI the way. I sense foreshadowing.)
So I have been burying myself in my work because, I mean, put so wonderfully in the words of Trina, "It's so upsetting that I've found that what's rectangular is round." I've been drawing and listening to musicals because it helps me through tough times. And I'm just so confused. And a little mad at myself tbh. I am questioning my sexuality. (Imma tell you my age rn, please believe me, I'm telling the truth and don't leave us because of my age. It's happened before.) for an 11 year old kid, it's a lot! I just have a natural ability to be able to handle more than kids in my grade! (6th) I think I'm bisexual. I like Boba. And I ducking want to die. I'm Presbyterian and in my religion, it's a sin. I think this fact has hurt me the most. Yes, I have told boba. I told my dad and he said what all adults say. "It's just your hormones. I think your just confused. I pretty sure your straight." So all I could do was say thank you and smile. He thinks that I'm too young to understand or whatever. Honestly? It kinda bothers me when boys use gay as a joke. I have a friend who's gay and I'm pissed. I honestly would just like your opinion and help. I'm not trying to sound like a victim so please keep that in mind. This is just new and I don't know how to cope without burying myself in my art and musicals and, I- I just need a little help right now.

Please, just if you can, or have experience, help me out, please. My life is exploding chaos and I feel like I need to be strong all the time or people will think I'm weak or something. My grade literally hates me except for my theatre obsessed friends and I guess you guys in a way. Whenever you leave a comment, it just brightens up my day and makes me feel like I did something right for once. Like, people actually like the stuff that I make or do.

You don't need to help. I'm just a little distressed is all. Nothing new. But if you could, it'd be awesome.
Just DM me if you ever need a shoulder to cry on. Boba and I will be here for you like you guys are here for us.

That's it. Bye.

-Salty Potato