Fifty One Days

Chapter 13 'Mr right? or Mr right now?'

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It's been 5 months since Milo left. I put him to the back of mind and tried not to think of him. I even contemplated swapping rooms with Graham just so I didn't have to think of that night. Then I realised I was being a dick and it was time to move on with my life.

It was on a lunch date with Steph that I realised something.

"So babe?" She says with her elbows on the table and one hand supporting her chin.

"Yes Steph?" I say grinning into my wine glass as I take a sip. The wine is cold, crisp and delicious. I know what's coming. I know her too well.

"So....you've been spending a lot of time with Kyle lately huh?"

"Yeah I guess so" It was true me and Kyle had spent a lot more time together over the last couple of months. He was probably the last person I thought I would seek comfort in after Milo left but there it is.

"How's that working out for you?" She smirks, shovelling salad in her mouth.

"Yeah it's going okay? We're just hanging out Steph. Nothing has happened."

"But you want it too?"
I think long and hard before I answer. I love Steph to bits but she has a habit if running away with her mind sometimes. "Yes" I couldn't think of anything else to say.

"Girl...you have been moping about Milo for far too long and after what that boy and yes I say boy, did, you deserve a little happiness. I know Kyle treated bad before but you were both really young then. Practically babies. And surely you can see the difference in him and from what he's been saying to the boys, I know he wants you back!"

"Urgh I don't know Steph, so much time has passed but I am feeling a little lonely lately. I'm seeing him later. I'll see how I feel" I laugh.

"Yes girl, go get you some Dick!" She says a little too loudly!

"Jesus Christ Steph, shut the fuck up" I cringe into my lasagne but I cant help but laugh. The more I think about it, it was good with Kyle, great even and we have been speaking and seeing a lot more of each other and he has changed so much from when we were younger. Luckily for me, Steph changes the subject to Adam and Stacy and we carry on our lunch.

Later that evening, Kyle has text, asking if I want to go to his or go out for dinner. I feel weird now, bloody Steph.

Me and Kyle have been hanging out for a couple of months, just the two of us as friends, but now Steph has made me feel differently about him. I think back to every time he's opened the car door for me or paid for dinner, was he giving me signs? We've even joked about sex on a few occasions. Was he trying to be subtle?

I try to relax. I have a shower and wash my hair. I look at the razor on the side. Should I shave everywhere tonight? Let me make this clear, my 'situation' is pretty situated at all times but I'm not always completely shaved to an inch of my life just to go meet Kyle because I've never needed to be. But now I feel like I should.

I make quick use of the razor and try think nothing else of it. I dry off and pull on black lace underwear, followed Jeans and T shirt. Still casual enough just in case he doesn't feel the same way but the Jeans are tight and make my ass look really good. I slip on trainers and I'm ready to go.

Kyle is already downstairs when I enter the living room at 7.45. He doesn't look up at me, he's watching some car programme with Dan. He looks adorable, he was wearing black Jeans and a black and white zip up hoody over a black t-shirt. Had he made more effort than he normally does? I can't tell because I didn't study him this much before.