Fifty One Days

Chapter 38 'The L word'

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He makes me heart melt. Literally melts it. Like an ice cream on a hot day.

"Jay, are you sure? You haven't known me that long?"

"I don't care. I'm nearly 32 Ali. I don't need to mess around anymore. I like you, I think you like me. What's the problem?".

"I totally agree. I do like you. So we are doing this?".

"Yes I would like too".

He kisses me again. This time he pulls me into his arms, he holds me tight. I almost forget where we are, surrounded by loads of people. He pulls away from me.

"So does this mean your my girlfriend then?".

"Christ. Aren't we getting too old to be calling me your girlfriend?". I laugh.

"No. No we are not. You are my girlfriend. Now shut up and kiss me girlfriend".

This is all so different. I feel like a different person when I'm with Jay. He's honest, kind and he knows what he wants. It's so sexy to have a man that knows what he wants.

We spend the rest of the evening dancing, drinking and me being introduced to most of the people there. Jay proud introduces me as Alice Oliver, CEO rather than his girlfriend which is quite nice.

After a very amazing fireworks display outside, we head round to the front of the museum to head back to the car. Jay hasn't let go of my hand the entire time. As I slide into the back of the car, Jay slides in next to me.

"So where too now?". I ask him.

"Where do you want to go?" His hand slips into mine. His fingers grip mine slightly and he plays with the silver bracelet on my wrist with his other hand.

"Home?".

"Yes I like the sound of that. Home".

"Stop being a weirdo. Now I'm your girlfriend, doesn't mean you have to go all soppy on me".

We arrive back to the house just after 1am. River had booked him and Aaron into a hotel so we have the house to ourselves. Admittedly I'm a little nervous. I'm happy to be in a relationship with Jay. I don't even have any concerns about it going wrong. It just feels right but what I'm nervous about is the sex. I know that's weird to say. It hasn't been that long since I last had sex but it's just this means something. I want it to be special and I definitely do not want to rush it. I have a feeling Jay feels the same, he's a gentleman.

As we head into the house, I grab a glass of water from the kitchen.

I have about four inches of make up, eyelashes and lipstick on, I need a shower.

"I need a shower and then I'm going to bed. That okay?".

"Yeah of course. Where urm....where should I sleep tonight?" He asks me. He looks about as nervous as I feel.

"With me. In our bed?". Damn I sound too hopeful.

"Ali. I really like you but I'm not going to have sex with you". What? "Not tonight I mean. Obviously we will have sex. Lots of sex". He quickly adds.

"Lots of sex" I giggle.

"Yes were going to have so much sex". He moves closer me.

"Are we? Okay well tell me exactly what kind of sex are we going to have?".