Fifty One Days

Chapter 58 'My girl, her love'

Hey guys, I can't believe I've left it so long again, but my phones not charging yet again (Grrrrr) but anyway here is chapter 58, it's a super long one so hopefully that makes up for my lateness. Hope you're all okay and to everyone who is enjoying my book, it really does mean so much. Love you guys 📖❤

What the fuck is Kyle doing here. Ahhh Jay, what have you got yourself involved with?

Kyle's face drops when he sees me.

"What the fuck you doing here Dawson?".

"What am I doing here? What the hell are you doing here? Why are you talking to Jay?".

He sneers at me. I hate the fact he knows something I don't. He's not going to tell me fuck all is he?

"Jay didn't tell you? Thought you shared everything these days?" He laughs. I'm going to punch him, keep laughing pal.

"No Jay hasn't told me anything, that's why I'm asking you. Jay doesn't know I'm here".

"He does now".

Fuck. Play it cool. It might be a good thing. It might force him to come clean to Ali. I swear if he's put her or my kids in harm's way. I will literally kill them both. "Okay so he knows, I'm still asking you. What's going on Kyle?".

"I just want what's mine!".

"And what do you think is yours exactly?".

That smirk creeps across his face again.

"Look, not that I have to explain anything to you after what you did to me...".

"What the fuck did I do too you?".

"Are you joking? I went to prison because of you".

"You drugged someone". Not just someone. He drugged Ali!

"And I wouldn't have done that if you hadn't reported me to the police. I lost my job and reputation because of you".

He stands away from the car, so do I.

"I didn't Kyle".

"Yeah sure". He snorts and leans back against the car.

"I really didn't. Wish I fucking had but I actually didn't".

"Either way. She has to pay". Ali. My heart drops.

"Why? Why Ali? What has she ever done to you?".

"She ruined my life. I had a good thing going with Jenna, Ali paid for all my bills at the studio and my house. Brand new cars, watches, everything and then you come along and everything went wrong. Jenna wouldn't talk to me anymore, I lost my job, my house. No one would hire me because you called the police...".

"Kyle seriously? You were cheating on Ali. She should have left your ass and what has this got to do with Jay?".

"Why don't you ask him! I'm done with the conversation. I'll get what I'm owed in time".

"Leave Ali alone Kyle. I fucking mean it. If I see or you even look in her direction, I will literally kill you. Do you understand me?" I square up to him. He gulps hard before laughing at me, again.

"You really think she's going to go running to you as soon as Jay goes. She won't. She only chose you last time because I didn't want her anymore. Just remember that and when she finds out what Jay's done...she'll be begging me to come see her. Always fancied being a step dad".

That's it. I loose it. My fist connects with his cheek.

"Ooomph". He mumbles as he slides down to the floor. I grab his collar and pull him back up to my eye level.

"What has this got to do with Jay? Fucking tell me now".

"Why should I?". He spits at me.

"Because I will literally kill you if you don't".

I'm shorter than him only slightly but I have more muscle on him. I'm not a violent person at all, maybe a little fighting when I was younger but generally I'm not the aggressive type.

"I think you'd better go home and speak to your boyfriend...or wait...is he Ali's boyfriend? Or are you hers? I get confused". I want to rip him apart but I need to find out what the hell he's on about! I want to ring Jay, Kyle stays on the floor leaning against his car.

"Ring Jay now". My voice coming out louder than I wanted it too. He smirks and wrestles his phone out of his pocket. His cheek starting to turn a lovely shade of red and purple.

"Why don't we just ring Ali and tell her everything?".

"Yeah okay then. I'll call her". I say pulling my own phone out my jacket pocket, calling his bluff. I'm not really going to call her. Its Christmas day. She's got the kids. She doesn't need to be bothered by this until I know what this is. As if on cue Jay runs down the lane into the carpark.

He eyes on Kyle sat on the floor, he absolutely shits himself. God, if only Ali could see him now. When I first met Jay I was genuinely gutted Ali had found someone who was better than me. But looking at him now. What has he got that I haven't? I know he's ill, well is he even ill? I don't know what to think anymore.

Jay stands next to me.

"What's going on?" He tries to keep his voice collected but it breaks slightly.

I turn to look at him, his face has dropped and his skin a pale grey.

"I should be asking you that? What is going on?".

"What has he told you?"

"I've told him nothing. He's a dickhead". Kyle replies. I'm so fucked off with the entire situation that I almost forgot he was here.

"Shut up Kyle". Jay and I both say in sync without looking at him.

"Tell me Jay".

"He can't. Because if he tells you, you'll tell her and then she'll leave him".

"Shut up Kyle". We both say again.

"I'm sorry Milo". He looks at me with pleading eyes. Whatever he's done he's feeling pretty bad about it. But not as bad as he'll feel if I find out if he's put her in harms way.

"Jay just tell me what you've done".

"Yeah tell him Jay" Kyle sneers.

"Fuck off Kyle". We say again in unison, this time though I'm sick of him. Whatever Jay has got himself involved with I can find out from him before I murder Kyle.

I stride over to him, pull him off the floor so his face is as close to mine as I can bare.

"I really don't know what is going on here but whatever it is, don't think you've won. Whatever it is I will make sure it doesn't happen. Whatever you think in your little mind, don't. Now get in your car and fuck off".

I drop him my hands from his red shirt, he straightens himself and shrugs his shoulders, he takes one look at me and then another look at Jay - who is practically hiding behind me. Jesus Ali what did you see in either of these pricks? Kyle snorts a small laugh before turning on his heel and throwing himself back into his car.

Jay and I stand still until Kyle screeches his shit car out of the car park. The air is tense for a minute. I don't move for a minute. How has my life become like this? Its Christmas day and I'm running round because of this fool.

I feel Jay shift behind me. "Milo? What are you going to tell Ali?". I spin round to face him. I think he can tell by my face that he's completely out of order.

"I'm not going to her anything, I don't even know what the fuck is going on?".

"I'll tell you everything".

"You'd better had. Get in the car".


I fiddle with the radio for a good ten minutes after Jay and I get back into the car. "Okay come on Jay. I want to go home to my children not be sat with you".

"Okay look, its best I start from the beginning. You have to understand Milo, its just such a mess and I know she's going to hate me if she ever finds out".

"Jay, stop fucking mumbling mate. What the fuck? Spit it out".

He takes a deep breath and stares forward into the carpark. His eyes well up before he says probably the one thing I was never expecting.

"Kyle is blackmailing me...". What the fuck?

"With what exactly?"

"He has pictures and videos of Ali". My heart drops.

"Pictures and videos of what?". I try to keep my cool.

"Her, naked ones, a sex tape you two made. She kept them all, i don't know why and trust me I find it really weird that she did but she did and now he's got them. You have to believe me Milo, i didn't want to do what I've done but once he started to threaten Ali..".

"He threatened her!". My blood is boiling. I slam my hands on the steering wheel.

"Yeah. He stole her laptop and phone, he found some pictures on there that she'd sent to you at the time". He gulps back the tears. I almost want to feel sorry for him but fuck! I try to wrack my brains on what pictures Ali has sent me in the past. I know we went through a phases of sending naked photos.