Chapter 50. Eeek I can't believe I've actually done 50 chapters! I feel like I've achieved so much. Thank you for reading everyone. Double update tonight and now I'm off to sleep because I have to be up at 5am 😂🙈. Happy reading guys ❤📖
I’m pregnant. I’m fucking pregnant. The universe really is playing a joke on me, I swear.
Pregnant.
“You’re pregnant?”.
“Yes I’m pregnant”.
“And its...?”
“Yeah its..”.
I slide back to the floor and Jay sits down next to me.
“That is...”He starts.
“Yeah..” I finish. “I can leave of you want me to?”.
He doesn’t answer for the longest time.
“No, I don’t want you too leave”.
“I can’t stay here”.
“Yes you can. I still want to marry you Ali".
“Okay right. What the fuck is going on?”
I spring to my feet and run to the bedroom and slump down on the bed, Jay follows but stands in the doorway. “I tried to pretend it didn’t happen but you phoned Milo the other day, and Steph told me that you and Milo spoke when the whole shit kicked off with Kyle. Why didn’t you ever tell me about that? And why are you being so calm now. Another man got your Fiancée pregnant Jay and your fine with it? I’ll still marry you. Have you and Milo got some weird bet going on? Are you planning to dump me at the alter? What’s going on Jay?” I can feel the anger radiating out of me.
“Whoa, why are you so angry?”.
“Are you joking? I’m not angry Jay I’m confused. Not only am I fucking pregnant with a man's baby who can't stand me and loves messing with my head but now you’re being totally normal about this and it’s just not right. Something is going on and if you won't tell me, I’ll ask Milo, he seems to love telling people shit he has no right to tell".
“Would you have told me? If I hadn’t called you here tonight? Would you have told me any of this?”.
“Yes" I lie. Truth be told I don’t know if I would of. No eventually I know I would of.
“Ali, you never tell me anything, ever. You didn’t tell me about Milo. I had to find that out from him. How do you think that made me feel? But I love you and I want to marry you. Whether you keep this baby or not. I want you”.
“Jay I haven’t even processed being pregnant yet let alone an actual baby. I have to tell Milo and Steph..oh my god. Steph is going to kill me, literally”.
“She won’t. It was her that suggested the test remember. Can I come back to Pembrokeshire and tell them together? Ali I don’t want to pressure you but it’s all or nothing? And I cant wait any longer sweetheart. You need to decide. Marry me or let me go".
“Jay that’s so unfair. I know I’ve been an absolute arsehole but that’s such a hard choice. I’m pregnant. With another man’s baby. How would that work?”.
“Let’s be honest Ali. Milo isn’t going to stick around when you tell him".
“He’s a great father to Loweri". Yet again I’m defending Milo.
“I know Ali but..”.
“No. Jay this is too much. I need time”.
“I don’t want to give you time. I’m sorry I’m being unfair but I gave you time last time and you’ve ended up pregnant”.
He laughs and do you know what? I laugh too. I hysterically laugh and then the tears come thick and fast. Jay approaches with caution before sitting next to me and pulling me into his arms. He just holds me for the longest time. I ugly cry, staining his white shirt with any make up I had left after my sleep.
“Ali. Things will be okay I promise. Have all the time you need. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I’ll always be there for you no matter what happens. I’m always yours" this just makes me cry more. Why is he so nice to me? “You do what you need to do but I think you need to go back to Pembrokeshire”.
I wipe my eyes with the back of my jumper sleeve. “Thank you for being you Jay. I do love you. I hope you know that".
“I do Ali. Do you want me to come to Pembrokeshire with you?”.
I nod before I know what I’m doing. I don’t know if it’s a good idea or not. Part of me thinks it might be good to have Jay there because I know full well Steph is going to murder and bury me in the garden, let alone what Milo is going to do but on the other hand, what if Jay being there makes it worse.
“We'll leave in the morning?”.
“What about the office here? Have you been to work much?”.
“Its covered Ali. I promise. You don’t have to worry about anything".
“I have a lot to worry about”.
“Yeah I know. I meant with the office...”
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