Revenge of the Heartless Bitch

Chapter Twenty Seven

Suicide...

Suicide...

Suicide...

SHIT!!!

I ran as fast as I could to reach my closet, and pull out whatever clothes I could get then ran to the bathroom...

After I guess 5 minutes, nakalabas na ako sa banyo.

Like what?

Imagine, five minutes... Posible pala sakin yon?

After I got out, lumabas na ako ng bahay. Nagmamadali ako na parang may humahabol sakin. At hindi ko alam kung bakit?

Nakita ko si Ash na hinabol ako ng tingin.. Like what? Ngayon lang ulit sya nakakita ng nagmamadaling dyosa?

Nakarating na ako sa loob ng kotse ko, pero peste! Ayaw lumusot ng susi ko!!

At kelan pa ako napasma para manginig ng sobra ang kamay ko?

When I finally started the car, I recieved a text message from Ash telling me where hospital Grey is.

Okay sige! Ako na tanga, aalis ng hindi alam kung saan pupunta! Shit lang! Bakit ba ako natetense dito!?

After I think less than fifteen minutes, I arrived at the hospital.

And I should thank God I didn't involve in any car accident... really.

Kahit naman pala hindi nya sabihin kung saan, masyadong halata. Labas palang ng hospital punong puno na ng reporters.

O-kay? Can someone tell me kung pano ako makakalabas with this bunch of reporters?

Napatingin ako sa suot ko.

CRAP!!

And please do remind me na kahit sobrang nagmamadali ako, kailangan ko paring pumili ng damit na maayos ayos.

Like what? I'm wearing a slippers, short shorts and an oversized shirt. So what am I, a hip hopper?

Pagka park ko ng kotse ko, as expected lumapit silang lahat sakin.. oh sige, makakalabas nga ako sa ginagawa nila.

Thanks nalang kay manong guard at tinulungan nya akong makapasok.

"Where's Grey?" Tanong ko kaagad pagpasok na pagpasok ko.

"Room 412 Ma'am" seriously? Ang sarap bigwasan ng nurse. Kailangan kinikilig pa? Ano, room number type nya?

Paglabas ko ng elevator, si Ate Violet kaagad ang nakita ko. She just gave me a weak smile.

Halatang halata din sa kanya na galing lang din sya sa iyak.

"What happened?" I asked her..

"Honestly, I don't know. Kagabi, hindi ko sya makausap ng matino. Then naabutan ko nalang syang walang malay kanina. with wounds and blood all over his body. I... I don't know what to do.." shit ka Grey! Ano bang ginagawa mo sa sarili mo? Pati mga tao sa paligid mo binabaliw mo!

"Can I come in?" She smiled and nod at me.

So I did.

I almost cried seeing him like this. May kung ano anong nakakabit sa kanya.

I came near him.

He's peacefully sleeping. Though he got those cuts, he's still handsome as ever...

"What did you do to yourself?" I asked him as if he's awake. I know I looked like a complete idiot, but I don't care.

"You're Nathan Grey Pascua, you're a star, girls addiction... w-what happened to you?" Akala ko last batch na ng luha ko yung kagabi, hindi pa pala.

My eyes started to water... he look so fragile.. at kahit natutulog sya, halata parin sa muka nya na nasasaktan sya.

Is this all because of me??

"I know I've been harsh... I told you na layuan mo ko... I told you to get lost, pero Grey naman ehh, wag kang tanga... Not this kind of lost! Ang bobo mo naman eh, hindi mo ba alam ang reverse psychology?! Nakakainis ka!!" hindi ko alam pero naiinis talaga ako sa kanya.

Yung tipong ang sarap ihampas sa kanya ng mga makina na nakakabit sa kanya. Yung kahit na muka na syang damage, gusto mo pang dagdagan yung pagka damage nya.

"Di mo ba naiintindihan?! When I say get lost, it doesn't mean literally lost!!" Iyak lang ako ng iyak.. nakakainis sya! Ang bobo bobo nya!

"N-nakakainis ka n-naman eh..." pano kung mawala sya? Pano kung iwan nya ako??

Damn this guy!!

"I thought you love me? Y-you want me to forgive you right?? Ok, I will. just... just please stay safe.... please." I held his hands.

This guy makes me feel like a cazy woman.

I'm really inlove with him... kahit anong tago ko nandito parin eh. Kusa syang lumalabas.

"Grey.. I... I l-love you, please wake up"

Sabi ko sa kanya at tumungo.. And there, I said it. Why would I still keep it? Ang problema lang, I said it while he's unconscious.

Then I heard the door opened.

It's Ate Violet.

"The doctor said he's fine.. He collapsed because he lost lots of blood."

It's a relief.

"Thank goodness.."

I looked at him again. Yes I really love him, but I'm causing him pain.

Ayoko ng ganito... yung nasasaktan ko sya. Kasi mas nasasaktan ako.

Pareho lang kaming nasasaktan.

Para akong baliw no?

At first gustong gusto ko syang gantihan, but now. I don't know...

"I better go..." I should... I should go and stay out of his life. Kasi hanggang gusto ko syang gantihan, habang galit ako sa kanya... patuloy ko lang syang masasaktan.

And knowing that he's hurting, causing me an unbearable pain..

"Okay, thanks for visiting."

Then I hurriedly got out of his room, out of his life.