I am Theirs (ReaderxBts)(✔)

Chapter 28

"You're making my personal crazy, so why not ruing that pretty body of yours?" you feared the worst and indeed the worst happened. A cold blade was slit across your shoulders, stomach, legs, arms and everywhere you could think of. Tears began to spill from your eyes as the blood spilled out of your cuts pretty soon but then the man looked at your wrist and saw cuts you yourself had made. "A cutter huh? They for sure know how to pick the most pathetic one." then he did the same on your wrist only this time deeper and a lot more.

The blood kept flowing as they left you again after beating you some more. The tear stains were visible on your cheeks and you knew it, this would be the last of you if someone didn't hurry up. You closed your eyes and thought of everything that had happened in your life.

flashback

(eight years old) "I am sorry to say Lee Y/N, but your parents didn't survive the crash." you broke down in tears when you heard it. Nobody was there to take care of you and you were just eight, too young to take care of yourself and yet you did it on your own.

(ten years old) "Congratulations on your own apartment! We hope you will feel welcome in this complex and if something is wrong don't ever hesitate to call the landlady or me the landlord when something is wrong okay?" you nodded and he went away. Turning around you looked at the stuff you had taken with you in your apartment, it was smaller than your house but perfect for just you alone.

(eleven years old) "I can't do this Sarah! I am way too young to do this all on my own!" you cried and cried and the tear flow never seemed to stop. The snake had never seen you cry before, so she didn't know what to do but the mother instinct in her couldn't help but slither towards you and softly lick your tears away as you looked at her "I won't ever cry Sarah if I cry it will be the time I will die."

(thirteen yours old) You got the job you needed and chuckled to yourself. "I will be perfect for this job." and for sure you were the best and everyone knew it. You defeated everyone in every competition you did in your job and it made you feel proud.

(fifteen years old) "You will never be enough Y/N! Just give up already, nobody wants you. Even your parents left you." that was the last drop of your patient and you launched your attack. Everyone knew to never bring your parents into the fight or the bully sessions but they just did and you knew you made enemies for life. You didn't mind it since it gave you another reason to never cry in your life.

(sixteenth birthday) "Happy birthday Y/N..." you looked at the cake you had made and soon realized nobody would eat it with you, so you just went to the neighbors and gave them a piece as they wished you a happy birthday. You responded with a bow and then went on to the next door. It was like Halloween but this time, it was you giving the candy while going door after door.

(eighteen years old) "Come on Y/N, two more years and you will be free this hell." talking to the mirror helped you regain your self-consciousness and made you realize your mistake and good doing. SIghing you walked away from the mirror only to come with a can of paint and paint it so you wouldn't be able to think negative. "If I die, people will know my story but when I live nobody seems to notice me, why is it that way?" you were always so confused by it.

(When you met them) 'Why are they so nice to me? This shouldn't be happening' you noticed how you couldn't help but think of the nice things they had done for you already. They had saved you from your boss and then they treated the wound it had given. Yeah one of them had slightly attacked you but that because he was enthusiastic about your snake.

present time

You opened your eyes again and sighed, still not dead but yet you already thought about all the important things that had been in your life. You swore yourself to never cry and here you were crying about all the thoughts. 'If I cry, I die...' you only realized it when you already were crying. A small chuckle left your throat as someone walked into the room with a gun.

"You are all over the news shows little one, you're famous now! Isn't that what you wanted? You are having your fifteen minutes of fame now and then you die okay? At least you had your fame." fifteen minutes long he walked circles in the room as you touched you all over your body, including your private area but you couldn't stop him.

You were still tied to the mattresses with both your hands and feet. In the last five minutes, he got on top of you and began grinding down you while choking you. Struggling to stay awake and trying to get yourself free at the same time was a hard thing to do. Yet you were actually able to hold on as he then blindfolded you. Put a cloth in your mouth and ducktape once again.

"Shh little one, it will be a surprise." he laughed and you heard how he unbuckled his belt and your heart was racing, how could he do that to you? It is your body and you don't want him to do such things but you couldn't do anything... you were still stuck and you felt how he got up slightly to discard himself from his pants and shirt. It is disgusting