I am Theirs (ReaderxBts)(✔)

Chapter 38

All eyes were now pointed towards you since they needed your consent to go trough with it. But you never returned all of their gazes as your mind wasn't even with the doctor. It was with someone way more important. Sarah.

A hastly look spread across your face as your stomach turned itself around in anxiety and hurt. Hoseok who still had been laying on your stomach noticed it and looked at you.

"Should the doctor return later?" Blinking yes, he turned his attention to the doctor. "Could you maybe come back later? I think something else is troubling Y/N." With a nod and a small apology the doctor left and they all looked at you once again.

"What is wrong? Are we missing something here?" He looked around in confusion as he noticed how Jungkook had joined then without any notice.

"Or perhaps someone?"

"What do you mean someone Jungkook? Be clear with all of us okay?" While waiting for answer you tried to speak and got a little squeak again but nobody noticed. A sigh left your mouth for one more time as you than spoke.

"Sarah."

"Sarah?" Namjoon turned his attention to you with even more confusion. "What do you mean Sarah? Isnt she here?" Quickly shaking your head in denial at him, they began to remember it all.

"Shit shit shit. She is still at the vet clinic they said I could get her back today! So I will be on my way!" With a quick exit Taehyung had left the room while the cursing still followed in the hallway.

Sniffling you looked down as no tears came out of your eyes but that wouldn't matter right now. You wanted Sarah back with you. She needed you and you need her too.

"He will get her back Y/N dont you worry." Jimin spoke the words and put a hand on your head and patred it softly as the other nodded and smiled and slowly left the room except for Jungkook who lingered a bit longer.

Once everyone had left he closed the turned to you and sat on the edge of the bed with the food and drink that Yoongi had brought earlier.

"Sorry for disturbing you earlier and causing everyone to just walk in here and make scene in front of you." A chuckle left the both of you. "Is it okay if I feed you? Only if you want me to do it ofcourse other wise I will get someone else to do it."

"Its fine Kook, go ahead."

"R-really?" You nodded to him and he smiled and got the food and began feeding you while making a whole show out of it. While he was talking about everything and nothing at the same time. He made you laugh and he laughed with you  when the food was finished he let you drink and smiled. "Thank you for the amazing time, now I shall go so you can continue practicing."

He softly kissed your forehead as he leaved the room and closed the door behind him while taking the dirty plate and cup with him. The smile you had faded and you went to thinking about Sarah.

When you did that another thought crossed your head again. The letter from Mia, is it really underneath your pillow? Shaking your head a bit you indeed heard the sound of crumbling paper. A shock went trough your body as you trembled a small bit because of it.

How was she able to transport that into the real world? Well you it could have been you since you did say you would give it to her brother. But that still didnt explain anything like that. A shaky vibe filled the room as you thought more and more about the idea of someone being able to do that.

Shaking the thought and vibe away you went back to concentrating and being able to love all of your limbs, or at least trying to get the feeling of it all.

Beginning with your toes since it was like your fingers, but then just at the very end of your body and way way smaller then fingers. You looked at your toes underneath the now crooked blanket and saw them pointing up.

'Now down' is that you thought while trying to move them. While trying to wiggle your toes to go down, you noticed how your hand did the movement you wanted your toes to make. Groaning in frustration and try again. Multiple tries later it began to look a lot like trail and error. For some reason it didn't seem to work in the slightest.

"Forget about toea, who needs then anyway. Let's try wrists." The words left your mouth softly, almost like a whisper. As you tried it was again trail and error. Feelings like a failure a loud groan soon filled the room as the annoying sensation filled the room too.

Getting angry about it all you made fists from your hand and slammed then down onto the bed. Blinking once. Blinking twice and then blinking three times. You looked down at your hands and sure enough you really had slammed then down onto the bed. Evidence showed in the wrinkles that had formed into the sheets.

A small laugh of succeed filled your lungs as a smile formed on your lips. "I can do this. I know I can."