I am Theirs (ReaderxBts)(✔)

Chapter 33

"I hope that Y/N wakes up soon hyung, Jungkook and the other young ones are failing every aspect of self-care." a sigh was heard and it rang trough your head like crazy.

"I know that Yoongi, I mean look at them now. Sleeping around Y/N like a pack of wolves, like guardians, doing everything in their might to keep Y/N safe."

They talked about you, they cared for you, they want you to be healthy and safe. The voices were nice and soothing. How come you had never heard them before? Listening to the voices closely you smiled at the things they said. Closing your eyes you had tried gain to remember who they were. once you did that you felt a sharp pain on your back. 'What the hell?' is what you thought right at that moment. Then the grandma appeared again.

"What did I tell you about remembering little one?"

"You will get cursed but I just want to remember them, see them, be with them." your eyes got teary once again as you were scared about what could happen. How can you get cursed again if you already have been cursed once?

"I know that you want to be with all of them but you also have to think about yourself once in a while. I know they mean a lot to you but you won't accomplish anything by yourself if you continue to be with them. You will lose yourself, you forget yourself even though you are the most important thing you should think about." looking at you and seeing you with your head down she saw the tears falling down to the ground. Her heart was now broken, her mind realizing what she said to you, it caused her to know that she had to do something. Yet before she could do something you stood up and glared at her.

"I know I am a failure, I know that I won't accomplish anything in my life, I know I lean too much on others but with them, I feel safe! With them I am able to be myself, they understand me, help me, care for me, love me. They do everything nobody else has ever done to me! They do everything nobody else dared to do for me because they were afraid..." your voice died down as you broke down in crying. Falling to the ground, the shadows began to creep in closer. They got closer and closer.

Eventually, the shadows had reached you. In those shadows, things were hidden nobody was able to tell. When you get swallowed you die but when they had engulfed you completely you did not die. Being alive in the shadows made you feel at ease so you stood up and rose high in the sky. Your silhouette casting upon the night sky, leaving an imprint onto the stars and moon this place had.

Being so high like that, it made you look down on everything and everyone. It all seemed so small, so fragile. Just like you. Yet you were so high and they were so low, you were still the most fragile object in that whole place. Looking up to the stars you found the formation again that had let you see the family you were missing right now. They needed you just as much as you need them. Sighing to yourself you weight the options you had and flew up higher.

The view of them getting closer and closer. Reaching out your arm to get there, almost touching it you were suddenly stopped and pulled back. Screaming and struggling against the force that was pulling you back. Back to this miserable place you had stayed in. Afraid of going back but you knew that faith called you back in the real world. Now you knew that people did care about you. They cared about you, helped you and did everything you never had done for yourself. So when you were able to go home you won't let this chance escape.

Looking down at what was pulling you, you saw that it was Mia. She looked like she was going crazy. Shaking your head you pulled yourself free from her grasp and looked at her with a straight face. Both of you flying at the same height, not moving an inch, not saying a word. As the only sound was the wind being moved by the strength and power the wings held.

"What do you want Mia? Didn't I tell you to leave me alone? Why would you want to be with a 'demon child'?" your words hit her hard but she knew you were right. She made a wrong move and now it had come to this. You on the edge of passing on and she? Stuck in the shitty place where angels live and demons get banned.

"I need you to take me with you! I need to get back into the real world. Being stuck in here is the worst of my whole life." looking at you with desperate eyes. You shook your head and created distance between the two of you, making sure you were out of her grasp.

"Mia you aren't in your right mind right now. What happened to you? What caused you to be like this all of a sudden? Tell me Mia and be honest with me." she was shocked by your reaction and lowered her head. Sighing in the process she looked back up again but something was not quite right.

"I looked back Y/N and it was the most beautiful thing I ever did. But the punishment wasn't worth it at all."

"What punishment did you get?" there was a silence. The silence kept going as Mia didn't want to confront the faith she had put herself up to. The faith she had brought upon herself. Then she finally spoke up...