speak. • sequel to mute. • muke au

promise.

LISTEN TO THE GOOD GIRLS ACOUSTIC ITS ON THE SIDE/TOP

I LOVE IT SO MUCH I CRIED

K BYE

OH AND PLEASE READ NOTE AT BOTTOM ITS IMPORTANT

Luke.

"Daddy? Where are we going?" April asks me as I drive briskly through the crowed streets.

"We are just going to stay in a nice hotel princess, don't worry." I assure her.

"I-Is Fairy coming?" she softly questions after a few moments.

"No, he isn't. You'll see him soon though, everything will be okay soon. I hope." I grumble the last part to myself.

It honestly feels as if Michael doesn't love me like he used to, or if he loves me at all. I mean, even drunk, how could he say those things? I could've forgiven him for hr cheating...but this?

It was literally eating away at me...did he think all those things when he told me how beautiful they were? Did he really think it was hideous, was he really disgusted with me? This whole time? Did he just feel sorry for me and he masked it as love?

The only thing that I am one hundred percent sure of is that I am completely in love with him, and I hate myself for it.

How could I still love him?

I can't even answer that question, I have no idea why I still love him. I just do, and it sucks. I love everything about him and I don't even know if he feels the same...

I pull into a near by motel, I just needed somewhere to clear my head. Someplace where I can be away from everything. I take April in my arms, as well as our bags.

Room 137.

It had a small bathroom and a single bed, a small television stood in the corner. I set our bags onto the springy bed and April jumped onto it, bouncing.

"It's so jumpy." she giggled, hopping around on the bed. I forced a smile.

"Here princess, I'll put on some cartoons for you, I just need to use the bathroom, Mkay?" I tell her. She grins, sitting down on the bed as I fiddle with the remote. I low graded, fuzzy episode of sponge-bob danced on the screen. I watched as April's eyes lit up and I set the remote down.

What if we can't fix this? What will happen with April? I love her so much, I can't loose her...and I can't loose Michael either.

I gently smooth out her hair and kiss her on her forehead lovingly.

"I love you April." I mumble softly. She beams up at me.

"I love you too daddy." she squeaks out. I just give her another sad smile and retreat into the bathroom, closing the door after me. My back hunches against the door and I let out a sigh of relief.

Finally alone.This whole thing is so fucked up, I know he didn't mean it, I mean, why else would he apologize and beg me to forgive him? But...what if he was just saying that? What if he was just upset that I found out and he didn't want to hurt me?

I'm going to have to face him sooner or later, but I would actually prefer later...

What if he was relieved I was gone? I'm not ready to face him, I need to make it his decision. I need to tell him. But I don't think I'm ready to hear his voice yet, it would just break me.

"Hello?"

"Hey Cal, are you busy?" I catch my lip in between my teeth nervously.

"No, what's wrong? Are you okay? Do you need me to come get you and April?" he asks and I can hear him shuffling around.

"No, no. Nothing like that Cal." I stop him, "I actually need you to tell him something for me..." tears begin to gather in my eyes and I struggle to keep my voice from quivering.

"Uh. yeah. What is it?"

"I-I need you to tell him that I'm at the motel off of Debiold. I have April and that we are okay. Y-You need to tell him that if he loves me, well, us, that he needs to come here. If he wants us to be together he has to come...we have to fix it. I know it may take time, but I need to know that he still loves me. I don't want him to feel like he has to be with me. I just need to know. I'll give him a week, and tell him if he doesn't show up by then, well, I'll understand. I won't bother him anymore. We will be gone and he will never have to worry about us again." Tears stream down my face and I screw my eyes closed. "Cal..." I whimper.

"Yeah?"

"You have to tell him, okay? I know you're mad at him, but please?" I beg.

He sighs, "He really doesn't deserve it Luke, you need to find someone better, I know that you can. I know we aren't really close but I don't want you to get hurt again, I care about you alot."

"Calum p-please. I don't know if I'll be able to tell him myself." I cry. He's silent for a few moments.

"Okay. I'll tell him." he finally gives in.

"Thank you." I breath, "And Cal?"

"Yeah?"

"Tell him I love him, even if he rejects me, just tell him I love him no matter what, okay?"

"Okay."

"Y-You promise?"

"Yeah." he pauses, "Yeah Luke, I promise."

IMPORTANT:

CALUM YOU LITTLE SHIT

sorrrrryyyy. Hey but I have news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THERE MIGHT BE A THIRD BOOK :D

no this isnt the last chapter, buuuuuuuuuuut if you guys want me to just continue in this story then i will {but it'll be long as shit} then comment here!!

And if you want a third book to be made comment here!!!

I will prolly just do majority or some shit idk.....

THANK YOU FOR READING I LOVE YALLS U IS KIND 

U IS SMART

U IS IMPORTANT

U IS MY BESTIE

{did yall listen to the good girls acoustic version is gave me life}

k bye

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-carlee