Final Fantasy 15 & 7 X Reader ~Fluff & Smuts~

Insecurity ~Ignis~ *FLUFF*

Ignis was a light sleeper, if he heard something go bump in the night, he'd wake up, if there was a presence that was out of place, he was awake, so imagine his surprise when he heard whimpering in the dead of night and it was kinda creepy for him, he wasn't gonna lie. He had just woken up, the room was dark and there was whimpering and soft crying. He looked over to his girlfriend Y/n who was dead asleep, she was curled up, gripping onto his jacket, shaking and crying in her sleep. 'Nightmare...' he thought as he sighed, he rolled over onto his side and held her close to his chest. "N-No..." she whimpered, he could feel his heart practically hurt, he hated when she had nightmares in her sleep, hated seeing her upset, and loved seeing her happy. She was his rock, the thing that kept him grounded, and the reason he refuses every woman who wants to court him. "I-Iggy...please don't leave..." she sobbed in her sleep as his grip grew tighter, "I'm not going anywhere darling..." he whispered as he placed a kiss on her cheek, she calmed down and they both got to sleep that night. That morning she awoke to the smell of breakfast being made and the smell of a fresh pot of Ebony. She sighed as she stared at the ceiling, 'another nightmare...' she sighed again, she the got out of bed and lazily walked into the bathroom. She stared at herself in the mirror, she hated the person staring back. She was pudgy, wasn't cute, and definitely didn't deserve someone as kind and sweet as Ignis. She growled and punched the mirror.

She couldn't even feel any pain, once she was done in the bathroom she walked downstairs, she didn't care that her hand had shards of glass in it, was swollen, possibly broken, and most definitely bleeding. She remained silent as she stood in the doorway to the kitchen, "good morning darling..." Ignis spoke pouring her a cup of Ebony, his back was to her, he turned, gasped and dropped the mug. It shattered upon impact with the ground. "Y/n...what did you do?" he asked placing his hands on her shoulders and sitting her down at the island. She remained quiet, he sighed knowing he won't get anything out of her, he got the first aid kit and sat beside her. "What was your nightmare about?" he asked as she looked away, "Ignis..." she spoke as he carefully removed the pieces of glass in her knuckles, "hmm?" he hummed, "I don't deserve you..." she whispered as he froze, "wrong..." he just said as she looked at him and furrowed her eyebrows, "no, it's not wrong. I don't deserve you...you're too kind to me..." she spoke as he chuckled and looked at her as he wrapped her hand.

"You're still wrong" he spoke as she grew angry, "why do you keep saying that?!" she yelled as he chuckled, "because you're wrong. It's I who doesn't deserve you darling" he spoke as she growled and got up. "You're mad at me..." he spoke as he followed after her, "of course I'm mad! I'm not attractive! You could do so much better than me!" she shouted as he looked at her and held out his arms. "Go ahead" he spoke as she looked at him in confusion, "if you honestly think I don't deserve you. Hit me. Punch me, kick me, scream at me, tell me to get out of your life...hell, if you want. Throw shit at me." he spoke as she stared at him. This was something he always did when she was mad, he'd tell her to hit him, saying he'd never hit back, usually, she'd just scream at him, or sometimes bang her fists on his chest until she broke down in tears and he'd hold her. "If you truly do not want me in your life any more Y/n...then tell me now" he spoke with firmness, she looked away, "I hate you..." she mumbled as he chuckled. He walked up to her and cupped her face. "Y/n, I will always love you. You're the reason I've asked the king for certain days off. I've never missed a birthday, never missed a Christmas, never missed a Thanksgiving, or a Valentine's Day. On those days, I am by your side. I don't care what other people say or what they even think. I love you..." he spoke as she felt tears prick her eyes.

"You're right though. I could do better...but I don't want better...I want you." he whispered as she clung to him and cried. "I love you too Iggy" she sniffled as he held her and smiled. "I'd be worried if you didn't" he joked as she chuckled, he picked her up bridal style and sat on the couch. Her in his lap as he held her. "I'm never leaving...and I'm going to help you with these insecurities you have about yourself. Your body is beautiful...I wish you could see yourself the way I see you" he whispered as he kissed her forehead, "please don't ever leave me Ignis..." she softly spoke as he placed his chin on her head while rubbing her back and smiling. "Wouldn't dream of it my dear" he whispered.