ALONE

'Clouds'

                                                                                                                                                          26.November

Dear diary,

my name is Annie and I am 16 years old.Today I met that guy named Jakson or Jack or something like that,I don't really know,it's not like I care.He is disgussting.He is one year older than me and he is Virgin,still.I hate when someone is Virgin.And he is so..

Yeah,today was like always.My father kick the whore of my mother on the street.Well it's monday,we all know that monday is for that.She was beging me for help but i didn't help her.I hate her.I walk toward her and step on her hand with a smile.She was crying,'cause of that i hate her eaven more.

Monika and I have a bet.That boy named Jason,Jackson (never mind) he is my next victim.I have month to make him mine.

I feel so evil.I know i am,and i am proud of myself.

                                                                                                                                                 29.November

Dear diary,

my plan is working.He was on the party and we were dancing.He eaven smoke the pot for me.He was so funny,like when you watch kid crying.He said he likes me to his really hot friend.How Monika can do this to me? She know that i can't control myself when i'm around hot guys.

Sometimes i feel so alone...I don't know what to do with myself.I realized that in that days i'm eaven more cruel,if is that possible.

I want to say to someone what happened to me,but i can't.I can't trust nobady,not eaven you.Not yet..Maybe some other day.

                                                                                                                                                   5.December

Dear diary,

it's offical,i am in 'relationship' with Jack.Yes,i learned his name.He can be really cute.I found out that he is really hot too.And i realized that i don't have chance with Francis,he is sort of 'good' friend.But best friends share everything...I need to be passioned.

Oh yes,Jack is really good kisser.He know what to do to make girl moan his name.He also have good hands.I don't really know if he's virgin or not? He is so confusing.I'm going out with him..And here is coming the movie 'boring in the park'.

                                                                                                                                                7.December

Dear diary,

i'm gonna kill him.Right when i finish this.He can't do that to me!I am not like the rest of the girls.He need to know that! How he can say that i am not really atractive to him when i smoke pot and drinkk alcohol.That is my life.Pot and alcohol.

That is the time when i feel free.Without problems and past on my sholders.Maybe is time.

Do you wanna know my story? Of cours you are..Everybody wants.