Pain || Tomura Shigaraki x Reader

twenty two

you sat at stared at your dog's newly dug grave. she/he was buried a few hours before and the newly turned dirt still filled your lungs with pain. you didn't cry, but instead you sat there and just... looked, wondering what to do now. you were happy that she/he was in a better place but it still pained you to think that she/he was gone. you turned slightly, upon feeling someone brush their hand off your shoulder. it was Shigaraki. he sat down next to you and looked at you, then looked at the grave.

"i hate how soft you've made me... it really pisses me off."

"good."

he turned to you then, smirking, and got slightly closer, "good? i don't think it's a good thing..." 

"well i do." you looked at him and smiled slightly, then you leaned in and closed the gap, your eyes drifted closed ever so slightly. he closed his and pressed his lips against yours, resting a careful hand on your cheek. you kissed him back and felt him run his other hand down your back, pulling you closer. you wrapped your legs around him and kissed him harder, sitting in his lap. he quickly slid his hand under your top and stroked your waist before pulling away from the kiss. 

"let's go inside..." he said and picked you up, taking you inside. he sat down on the sofa and you resumed your position on his lap, unbuttoning his shirt ever so slightly (yes he was wearing a shirt to show respect to you) kissing him again.

"take me away from this hell, Shigaraki." you whispered into the kiss. you heard him laugh slightly and he stroked your hair. you finished with his shirt and took it off of him, kissing him softly. he stroked your back again and took of your top off, slowly and carefully, placing it aside. you smiled into the kiss and ran a hand through his hair. he pulled away.

"of course, i will." he grinned at you. with a small sigh, you tucked your hair behind your ear and kissed him again, smiling. you pull away again, only slightly and he pushes you against the sofa. you stroked his hair and smiled at him, leaning up to kiss him again. he placed his hands on your shoulders and pushed you down again. you felt him kiss your neck lightly and you let out a small sigh.

Skip (sorry)

You lay with Shigaraki, stroking his hair. you couldn't believe you two actually did that. it was amazing and it really did make you lose yourself, running away from your demons. you look at his back, where your wires - they came out due to the pleasure - caught his skin. guilt swam over you, but he noticed, pulled your head away and kissed you. you kissed him back. smiling at him, you pulled away and he smiled back. it was a warm, loving smile that made you smile even more. no words were exchanged, you were tired and he carried you, after putting on his trousers and putting his shirt on you, leaving the buttons undone, to his room. he lay you on the bed and joined you, pulling you into a hug.

"Did that help, Y/N?"

"Yes, it did... love you, Shigaraki."

"Love you too... now, i know you're tired, so go to sleep."

"But... i don't want to."

"I know... but I'm right here, 'kay?"

"Okay..." you replied quietly and curled up in the hug, resting a hand on his chest, waiting for sleep to swim over you.