feeling empty inside

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Lena's: POV
When Lena left the house to go run some errands. She was feeling ok, for the most part
But she couldn't hide the fact
That today was the anniversary of her daughter's death. When she loss Frankie, Lena was six months pregnant. This type of pain destroy her, but now she was giving a second chance to have a baby again. Lena felt like the universe was against her,
Lena didn't want to forget Francesca. Lena would always remember the child she never got to meet, sometimes Lena thought she heard her voice
Until this day. Lena still dreams of her little girl, today Frankie would have been seven years old
Lena had a hard time separating
Her pain from the reality that in her subconscious mind, that the baby she carried was still a live
Lena could hear Francesca's laughter. In her sleep, Lena loved all kids. But she wanted someone that she shared a connection with. The only thing that kept her going was thoughts of Frankie
She made a vow that this baby was going to have the best life
Possible. Everybody knew Lena was still grieving, but she kept the pain to herself. Lena refused to go to therapy to deal with the pain, Lena didn't feel comfortable to open up to a complete stranger about her feelings. So Lena suppressed it
Lena never fully opened up to Stef. Her wife was very good at reading people, so that she left the house the way she did. Cause Lena knew Stef would bring up the conversation,

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