back at the hotel

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Stef's: POV
We just arrived back at the hotel
I'm so exhausted that I can't see straight. This is our last night here and then tomorrow we head back home. Everything turned out beautifully, we were planning going to dinner this evening and dancing afterwards
We pulled up in the parking lot of the hotel. Lena's been quiet ever since we left the beach
Maybe she's processing her thoughts.l can usually read her like a book, she's probably anxious about the appointment on Monday at the fertility clinic
I don't want to worry anything as long as have breath in my body
I'm going to be there for Lena ever step of the way. I gave Lena my word, where now in our suite
Lena has went to run herself a bath. She asked me to join her
I wouldn't dare to turn down a  gracious invitation. I wish we could make love unfortunately the doctor said no sexual activity
Until a couple days after the procedure, l can hardly wait

Lena's: POV
I decided to run us a bubble bath
I have a surprise of my own
For Stef. She's been a real spot these week, with us not having sex. Nobody said l couldn't
Make love to her, that's why I'm planning on with Stef.
We have went days without it
In the past. She has no idea
What l have to plan, we are dining in. instead of going out,
I'm a little nervous about this upcoming appointment on Monday. Stef has promised to support this time, she's totally on board with us having a baby
I still miss my little girl. I think I'll always have carry a piece of her with me, as I start this journey. I still dream about her
I'm giving a second chance to do it all over again. Nobody will ever take a place of Francesca in my heart, this unborn child is not a replacement. I hope none thinks I'm being selfish to wanna have a baby at forty-one years old. I never worried about what others thought, this is my life and my decision.

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