What bullying feels like

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How much unlucky do you have to be,
To face disaster in every aspect of your life?
The answer is;
Never satisfying that I can tell you about.

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All my life I wanted to experience something that was other than the usual routine of my life.
As I've been bullied by people I thought were my friends.

Getting to hear complains and worst things about myself everyday, every passing minute. Being insulted about what I like and dislike. Sometimes, not directly but between words they would say to me.

Why? Am I so disliked..
How? Are you not the same species as me?
Then why? You treat me like someone who isn't human.
Do I not possess any feelings just the same as you?
Do I not have the same facial expressions as you?
Am I not made of flesh and bones just like you?

Insensitive, rude, selfish, weird, unloved, loner and socially unacceptable?
Do you not contain these traits as well? Oh damn you do, just afraid to show your real self, that's what I would say.

You see, in these lone times I feel more human than in any other moment I spend with you.

Faker, double faced, back stabbers and liars are what you people are.
Somehow, if I showed you the mirror
You would realize that the monster you call me, isn't me... But you.

Do you people even know anything about love you talk about so passionately?
Seriously though..
Do you ever wonder about karma?
How are you not scared of it?

Why... Your first reaction to something so different is to hate it? Blaming, hurting and show your disgust to it.

Well, remember that;

It is not the monster who should be feared

But

The one who created it
By stealing its loving heart and a bright soul.

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