Running in the midst of a crowded place huffing and puffing I mutter under my breath,
"Shit I'm late again."
Stumbling and bumping into people, I make way for my self.
I am a girl living alone in a huge city, working off my wages and daily activities.
Having different Part-time jobs in one day to enjoy my busy life? Insane, I am indeed insane!
I enter the cafe and quickly go to the member room and change my attire.
Catching my breath I check my phone 9:15am.
15mints late for my shift.. Not bad! I thought.
12pm working at the convenience store
6pm working at the book store
And finally,
9:30pm I get back home.
Throwing my body on the bed with an exhausting tone.
"I have lived an easy life huh."
Yes, waking up late in my parents house without a care, having free meals and no need to pay bills.
It was a life without passion.
Living under one roof isn't a bad thing though,
I miss sleeping like a tiny panda at night.
Ever since I left my house, I faced many struggles and stressful conditions.
It made my heart squeeze and beat so fast.
Sometimes with anger
Sometimes with happiness
Although disappointments have increased and my expectations have gotten to a lower point.
But there is one thing that makes it worth it.
I can do what I want
Live a life
And be free
Not really free of bills but yes that's what life is about nowadays.
No one seriously falls in love, no one is actually passionate about their work, its all an excuse to just pass the time.
I wonder what the little me would think of me right now.
I didn't had any struggles but was bounded by many things.
Now that I have no bounds
What is restraining me?
Why am I not feeling satisfied?
What is this odd tingling sensation I get.
Loneliness? Emptiness?
I chuckled at my own strange reflecting thoughts,
Guess I'm just tired from all the work and need sleep
I check my phone and there are few messages I received from my friends.
Friends huh... I wonder how they are doing.
I mutter as I slowly fall into the land of unconsciousness.
Getting my body ready for another loop of same day.
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My Messed Up Mind
Fantasy"It is a tour, for you to know what's its like to live inside my mind. Feel free to roam but pls, don't get lost." All the stories and ideas are from my imagination plz do not copy or reupload anywhere :) or I'll haunt you so, don't complain about...
