Dazai x Male! Reader

Chapter 35

10th July, Wednesday

It was already 11p.m. as the young boy finished his yet an other riddle, getting distracted every once in a while by his buzzing phone. Pages full with sudokus, labyrinths and other mysteries were ripped out of the small notepad in fron of him.

It was summer break. Why not stay up long and do stuff you would normally not do at this hour, right?

Staring at the numbers in front of him, yet again his phone started buzzing. This time it was actually someone he would pcik up.

"You are calling at such an hour? Long day?" (Y/N) smiled a as he leaned back in the chair, letting the pen roll down until falling down on the floor.

"Yeah, sorry. It was a hard day. And sorry for not calling during the last three days, I had to work much."

The (H/C)-haired face had a curious expreshion as he didn't hear Dazai's happy voice but with much more worries in it. "Are you fine? You don't sound very happy?"

"Feeling a bit down. Could you come to the shop? I am almost there," Dazai asked as it could be heared how he stood in front of a ticking traffic light.

"Sure, I will be down in a minute," (Y/N) stood up after the call had ended. is parents where already asleep so it wasn't a problem to get down into the shop.

He soon managed to turn on the lights and unlock the door, waiting for Dazai to come.

Only a minute later the male spotted his boyfriend a few meters away.

His eyes went wide as he saw Dazai's whole face for the second time in his life. "Where are your bandages? Not that I don't like it or anything, but where are they?"

They got in to the warm room, sitting down by the counter as the taller male started talking. "Just a really rough day. Nothing else."

Silence took over as (Y/N) looked at the other male who was staring at the counter.

"Do you want to stay over today?"

The only answere was a head shaking, still not racing his gaze.

"Can I do anything for you?"

Nothing, shaking his head.

"Just sitting here is fine?"

Nothing, nodding this time.

Together they sat there for an other hour. Not talking, no eye contact. Just one hand over an other hand.

"Thank you, I will go now," the silence got broken by Dazais heavy voice.

"You don't have to leave if you-" "No, it's fine. I will go to bed for today."

Dazai managed to put on a slight smile which wasn't very confincing but better than a sad face.

"Alright, call me if you need anything," (Y/N) lead the male to the door, hoping he would change his mind and stay.

"I will," whispering the brown-haired pulled the smaller male into a hug, only letting go after he kissed him. "Don't worry too much, okay?"

"I will try..." only grudging he let go of his lover, slowly pulling appart.

Soon the room was dark again, locked and calm again.

(Y/N) went up to his room, laying down in the soft bed and staring at his lockscreen, not sure what to do now.

(Y/N): Dazai just came over. He didn't look well...I don't know what to do

The message arrived, but neither one of his friends seemed to be up at this time.

(Y/N): He had his face revealed.

(Y/N): No bandages around it. Guys, I am worried.

After an other ten minutes of not getting a response, the male turned off his phone and went to bed, trying his best with finding a peacful sleep.