She is Kim Dahyun

Chapter 57

Sana's POV

I have rung the doorbell for few times, staring at the very familiar door just in front of me. I inhaled deeply.

My Mom texted me that my family and I will have dinner together, and there's one thing for sure, my Dad will be here.

The door opened and welcomed me by the sight of my Mom, she automatically smiled widely and open her arms for a warm embrace. I hugged her tightly, suddenly forgetting the tension that was building up

"I miss my daughter" Mom mumbled on my hair, hugging me tightly

"I miss you too, Mom" we let go of the hug. I was about to ask my Mom where he is but then a figure behind my Mom appeared.

Dad...

He has his usually stoic face, standing firmly. Indicating how powerful he is.

I stepped inside and bowed at him, he did the same. Sign of respect and formality.

"Good evening, Father" I politely greet, he nodded

"I'm glad you did attend our dinner together" His deep voice almost shivered me.

My mom sighed and held my hand. "Come on. The food will be cold in no time" My mom gladly cut the tension as we proceed inside the dining table

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"How's school, Sana?" Father asked, not giving a glance at me as he was too occupied with his food, or was he just avoiding my gaze?

"Everything's fine. Just a lot of school stuffs" I spoke, almost a whisper as I feel out of breath.

You see, we only see each other once a month or even months. My Dad and I were never in good times because of some matters that he would never accept.

Me being gay. For him, It's a disgrace and a nonsense thing to feel.

We had a great relationship before, but after he discovered that I also like girls, he became cold to me, became more commanding, and starts avoiding my presence.

"That's great to know so that after your graduation, we'll going back to Japan," He said with certainty.

I immediately looked up to him in shock and disbelief, My mom looked at me with worry

"When we finally go back to Japan, you can proceed and manage our company," He said without giving a glance at me.

My grip on my fork tightened, so as my jaw. I tried to calm down and not to burst out in front of him.

I thought we already talked about this. My mom sighed again, looking at her food, she was disappointed that she can't fight for my rights

"But Dad---" He immediately cut me off

"That's final, Sana," He said, looking at me with authority. I averted my gaze, trying to swallow the pain. Trying to control my tears from flowing.

This is too much...

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Third Person's POV

The cold wind brushed past through the two figures sitting on the green grass as they watched the sun sets

"So what do you want to do after college, love?" The young Korean asked the young singer who was leaning her head on the young Korean's shoulder

"Hmm," the young singer hummed as if thinking something. "Maybe I would pursue my singing career, be an idol and sing till my lungs give up" She cheekily said making the young Korean laugh lightly

"I bet you'll have a lot of fans, supporting you and shouting your name" The young Korean spoke softly making the young singer looked up to her with dreamy eyes

"I don't know, I don't care actually" The young singer spoke, looking at the side view of the young Korean. That made the young pale Korean looked at her girlfriend with raised eyebrows, making the singer chuckle

"What do you mean by that?" The young pale Korean asked, full of confusion.

"Well, they don't matter to me. I already have a fan" She said, smiling widely at the young pale Korean. "You're my number one fan. You're the only one that matters" The young singer spoke with sincerity making the young pale Korean melt with those loving stares, she smiled widely.

"You're right. I'm your number one fan. That would never change" The young pale Korean whispered to her, leaning closer as she brushed her nose against the young singer, making her giggle

"And you're the only one here in my heart, Dahyun" The young singer spoke as she finally leaned closer, planting her lips against Dahyun's

Dahyun immediately opened her eyes, jolted to sit on her bed, panting, catching her breath

She shut her eyes, cursing under her breath.

It was a dream...

No, it wasn't...

It was a memory...

A memory from the past. Hurtful yet unforgettable.

Dahyun slumped herself back to bed, she was sweating. She brushed her hair with her fingers aggressively, mad at herself for remembering that memory. The memories came back, so as the pain.

Her eyes felt some heat, glistening. She thought everything's over. She thought she finally moved on. She just thought. They never leave. The memories and the people who hurt her.

She exhaled shakily, closing her eyes to control her tears.

And you're the only one in my heart...

Dahyun bit her lower lip in anger and pain.

"No...Stop....Please leave me alone!" Dahyun through her pillow on the wall failed to hold back her tears.

She cried with silence. Holding back her sobs.

She can't forget how Jieun said those words, how she made her feel special and loved but then took it back. Spitting it out like it's some sort of disease. Like it was just all fun and games.

Maybe...

Just maybe....

Maybe Dahyun was never been over to Jieun....

Maybe she never did move on....