You, Have My Heart (Season 2 not a sequel ) Completed

Chapter 47

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Neil

"Oooh god it's too much" my voice came out as a loud groan, I jerked up my head away the spot it was buried in her chest and panting hard I was upright on the matress.
I just kissed her on her....damn how could I do such grave!

As soon as our eyes met I realised, I shouldn't have crossed that line whereas her comfort zone should be my first preference.
Even I didn't have proposed her yet.

Avni looked at me all perplexed, gathering back her breath. That was got caught her inside few seconds back, by my involuntary actions, I could say. Causiously propping her arms both sides she straightened up, brushed her hands over her disheavled hair sobering them down. She was breathing hard as I was.

"Do something to turn me off" I blew out few erratic breaths, ran a hand through my hair tugging them into fist and another one rested on my hip. My eyes snapped to face her. Should I apologise to her for my act instead.

"What!!" Her eyes narrowed, forehead creased. I looked away.

"Yes, say something c'mon" my voice beseeched, I was walking back and forth rubbing two fingers over my forehead.
It took her some seconds to comprehend, that I was highly turned on and need to be diverted. There was a tint of red her cheeks spread and it was nothing close to any help. God I can't take this anymore.

I shouldn't have got carried away in the first place. Shit what came over me, that I took forward that step! She must be thinking of me pervy. Even she could have contended me. Why didn't she! It's so frustratingly awkward.

"I....I kick you out of this room"any how she spoke through her stammering phrase and I jumped on my jiggling feet. My thoughts broke, gaze fell on her. she faltered, bit her lips looked away.

Nothing was more turned on than that at the sight when my gaze fall on her lips, few minutes away they were inside my mouth. I tore my gaze away that dangerous spot. Here I am struggling through every ounce of my nerve to dissolve down my turned on state, and there she is doubling it, making everything more difficult biting her delicious lips infront of me being all innocent. Fucking crap.

"What the hell! its not working" I groaned, baffled, walked towards the bed and thumped my ass on the mattress, sat there for a while silent and then dropped on my back. I draped my face,talked through my hands. My voice came out, like I'm talking from some enclosed space. It was muffled.

"Neil" her voice worried. Avni was sitting to the headrest, my head was just few hands away her knees. She leaned to me,put her hands on my shoulder but there wasn't any movement I made. My palms were still over my face.

"How dare you touch me, you made me feel slut" her words came out gnawing, Avni made another attempt to get me out of that state. That caused my hands pushed away my face and I shot my eyes at her. My jaws flexed. How could she use such shitty word for ownself!
I felt my chest tightened, something outrage was building inside me.

She succeeded diving my state into something else but it was in a worst way.

"Okay stop. that's enough" I pulled my body up on the mattress, my hands clamped the bed edge.

"Is it!" Though my back was turned to her, I know Avni was biting her nails at that moment, she always do the same in her nervousness. She had noticed my hard face.

"Don't say it again. I didn't like it" my tone was hard.I stood up on my feet and silently walked across the bed, moved to my side. I settled a pillow down the headrest, prepared to lie down there. Her eyes followed me, I looked up and she lowered her gaze.