Transitioning Into The Unknown [Book 2]

Inner Beasts

Notes: 

Here I am again. Another chapter like I said. This one is weird ngl.

I'm kinda sleepy and also kinda hungry but I'm probably just gonna read myself to sleep anyway.

Enjoy this clusterfuck of a chapter. I really don't know why this came out of my brain, but it did and now it's like this forever.

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Klaus sighed and stood up. "I'll see you in 3 days, the ritual will happen the night of a full moon. Oh, wait." He says stopping himself.

"Oh shit, I forgot, Uh I can kinda control it. Uh well, Peters gonna be back so I can sorta keep it in as long as he's there." I want to facepalm.

I have to spend the next few days learning control. Again.

"Hmm I was hoping you'd be there as back up at least." He says.

"I can. I'll let you know the day of, if not I'll convince Peter to go instead." I tell him. Klaus nods, "Don't worry I'll figure it out if you can't come." He moves to leave.

But before he does I call him back.

"Wait. In case I don't come, take this. Though I'd like it back if you don't use it." I say walking to the bookshelf and opening a safe. "Here." I had him a pretty big jar.

"Mountain ash. It blocks all supernatural from leaving and entering. Like an invisible barrier. Just make a circle around something and close it. Though to break it you need a human. Or maybe a witch, not sure. Oh yeah, humans can walkthrough. You could also throw things through. But if it's useful to use it." I say handing the jar over.

Klaus takes it, says thanks and leaves.

Once he left I forced myself to fall asleep, which wasn't hard since I was sleepy anyway. I tried to access that place in my mind where my little fox and wolf sit. It felt like it took me a while but soon enough I was there. I was standing in my old bedroom with the little fox and the wolf. But instead of focusing on the fox, I needed to tame the wolf. How do I go about that? No clue. But the wolf likes me and hops up to me. The fox does as well. Though the fox does the scariest thing, it transforms into me, I had a mini panic attack for a second getting Nogitsune vibes.

"Stiles!" fox me said.

"Oh yeah?"

"Stiles!" It said again.

Okay, this is going nowhere.

"Control!" It says surprising me.

"Control?" I repeated yet in a question.

The wolf then barks. I feel like this is a nightmare rather than something that I'm actually experiencing.

The fox pouts as me, "I can control." It says.

Wait, I can't control the wolf, like Tyler can't. But I'm not just a werewolf, I'm also a Kitsune so if I take control through the Kitsune side, is that what the little fox is telling me?

"How?" I ask.

The other me touches the wolf and the wolf and absorbs it. After that, I don't feel the wolf side of me at all. Then the wolf appears again. After a minute or so.

"I take big wolf for the night of the big moon. Then give it back after."

I nod, "But what if I need it's strength?"

The fox version of me tilts its head.

"I suppress wolf then?"

Which instead of absorbing it he puts a collar around it and I feel in complete control. "Yeah, that," I say and the wolf looks okay with it too, so I guess I found my solution.

I see the room going black as I fall into actual sleep.

I woke up the next day around noon and tested out my powers after suppressing the wolf in me using my Kitsune power. It worked out really well. Considering even the days leading up to the full moon, I'm antsy about but like this, I have complete control, and it feels good. Like it feels like I'm getting the hang of all this finally.

Now, as long as I control my purple eyes I think I'm good for Klaus's ritual thing. And Peter will be there too, so everything is working out.

Now all I need to do is prep and wait for the day of the full moon.

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Notes:

Your thoughts, on the little fox.

I don't know how I feel about him yet. I don't think I'll ever be happy with him either but there he is.