Thank U for Being on My Side | ATEEZ Yunho

#18

Here you are now, standing in front of a door where you can finally see him. You type in the pass code on the door before letting yourself into the unit. Once inside, you can't believe how messy it is. Papers scattered all around the table and the floor. You sweep the papers to the side before putting the paper bag down containing some food you've brought for him.

"Yunho? Yunho-ya?" you call out for him but only silence can be heard.

You approach one of the door placing your ear against it in hope to hear something but there is none. You knocked on the door but no one reply then you shout at it.

"Yunho-ya it's me Y/n, are you there? I'm coming in okay?"

You pushed down the handle and see him sleeping under a thick blanket. The room is hot, he's resting but he need to eat and take the medicine if he want to recover fast. You approach him and when you're right beside him, you bend your back then place your hand on his forehead to check his temperature. It's still warm, the fever might have come down though. He stirred on his bed and finally opening his heavy eyelids.

"Yunho-ya wake up~ It's time to eat~"

"Y/n? Huh.. What are you doing here?" he said trying to sit up.

You help him getting up "I'm here to take care of you, I'm so nice right? And we have a lot to talk over.." you leave to prepare his food.

You are organizing the papers while he eat. The room fell silent with only the sound of his spoon clinking the bowl. You find it stuffy there, you sure has a lot of things to be discussed but he's still recovering so you can't get yourself to bring up the news circulating around, let alone the reason of his disappearance for a full week.

"You feel better?" 

"Yeah, some sleep do help a lot"

"That's good to hear, now take your medicine and go back to rest"

"I'm afraid I can't do as you wish.. I still have some work- Ah I mean thanks a lot Y/n-ah, I feel so much better after eating your homemade dish, I can manage by myself no-"

"Yunho.. Why don't you tell me anything? No, you even ignored me. What do you think of me huh?" you raised your voice a little holding the anger in you.

Yunho just froze on his spot. "I'm worried sick about you, I'm afraid we'll part ways sooner than I would've expected. I know I shouldn't have set my hopes too high for us, we're just friends but I'm just too dumb to realize now that I really need you in my life." You looked at his eyes with your tearful ones. "But then again you're such a high castle decorated with golds and diamonds on every nook and I'm just the poor villager who can only stare from far away, you're just out of my reach." 

You head for the door but Yunho had reached your right arm making you stop. He pulled your hand turning you around to face him. You looked straight and keep your sight on his chest before he close the gap in between. You're in his warm embrace letting the tears fall off your cheeks. His hand on your back while the other patting you lightly at the back of your head.

"I'm so sorry for making you worried Y/n, I didn't mean to but I was also in a difficult situation for the whole week. I sincerely apologize..."

You remain silent until he release himself trying to see your face. "Just now.. Did you really mean it?" he asked timidly.

You wiped your tears and finally found back your voice "Yeah.. You're just out of my reach, now if you would excuse m-"

"Yah what are you talking about? Y/n-ah I think I've fully recovered now!" he cut you off smiling wide.

"No you should go back to rest, I'll be going now"

"Y/n! Please trust me! I'll make us work... Wait for me till then, would you?" he said expectantly.

You have slipped on your shoes but before you leave, you took a glance at him before going out the door. 

You didn't have to ask the truth because you found out yourself after cleaning up the papers there. You're guessing he got sick because of the fatigue that's been accumulated after the long week. His father must have left him with the responsibility as the next director that's getting out of hand. You try to understand but still can't come up with the reason of him covering all this from you. 

Now that he knew how you feel about him, should you stay by his side? But you don't think his family will like you anyway. So will it be better to back off before things got more difficult?

⭐ you're mad, but you can't stay like that. you feel it every time you're near, you feel the attraction towards him but what your mind and heart tells you are different.

so you confessed. the feelings are mutual! yeay for yunho! but what about you? ⭐