I'M A MESS

CHAPTER 11

Lisa's POV

It's been a month since nawala si Seulgi. Walang may alam kung nasan siya. Isang buwan na rin since our friends go their seperate ways. Si Jisoo at Rosé hindi na talaga namin nakakausap. Jisoo despise me so much tsaka ang taas ng pride niya kaya I guess friendship over na talaga kami. Buti na nga lang kinakausap pa kami ni Joy, Yeri at Ryujin. Sila din nagbibigay ng info about sa whereabouts nung dalawa.

While Irene? Well how should I say this? My other friends are very busy on their acads eh kasi naman college, pahirapan talaga well except for me since ewan ko? I guess madali lang yung course ko or sadyang madali lang yung mga ginagawa ko? I don't know maybe neither of the two bahala na kayo mag isip. So yun nga, since walang umaasikaso kay Irene, my girlfriend Jennie asked me if pwede raw bang pag may vacant ako ganun bago ko siya puntahan asikasuhin ko muna si Irene? If pwede ko daw ba siyang ilibang at kamustahin para naman daw hindi bigla bigla nalang magbe-break down.

At first tumanggi pa ako syempre bakit ko gagawin yun eh may jowa ako? Tsaka ex yun ng bestfriend ko. Pero since Jennie said na kami nalang daw ang natitira para kay Irene at sinabi niyang hindi naman siya magseselos since bestfriend niya rin si Irene. Isa pa don she trust me naman daw kaya napa oo nalang ako ng wala sa oras.

It's been a month now since I became Irene's crying shoulder. Isang buwan na akong nandiyan to guide her. Ewan ko nga feel ko parang mas jowa ko na si Irene than Jennie. Hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako since alam kong busy talaga si Jen at mahirap naman talaga yung course na tine-take niya eh kaso kahit konting time lang sana diba? Mahirap ba yon? Everytime na uuwi siya ng apartment matutulog na agad siya. It's been so long na din since we had our bebe time. Pero anong magagawa ko? Mamaya pag pinilit ko siya himatayin pa siya hayss.

Time check it's already 8:00 pm, kakagising ko lang kaya napaupo ako sa bed habang kinukusot ang mga mata ko ako then suddenly someone sent me a message from an unknown number. Sino naman kaya to? Napaisip ako.

I opened the message at tumambad ang picture ng dalawa kong kaibigang naghahalikan. Putangina. Agad akong napalinga kung may tao ba sa paligid ko tangina mahirap na. Tinignan ko ulit yun at zinoom pa para maconfirm kung sila nga at tangina sila nga. Nakareceive ulit ako ng message from the same number at para naman akong nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig ng mabasa ko yung message.

From: 09*********

Isn't it ironic to see two of your friends kissing each other in public? Worst, may jowa pa yang dalawa na yan. What are you gonna do about it?

Agad naman akong napalunok sa nabasa ko. Shit. Then another message popped out.

From: 09*********

If you want to me delete the copy of the video, come meet me at ***** cafe. Near La Salle. Ngayon na. Wag kang magsama ng kasama mo. Once I noticed na may kasama ka I will leak this video and say good luck to your friends' reputation.

Putangina anong video?! May video pa to?! Putangina naman Jin and Rosé. How will Jisoo react once she found out about this? Tangina Ryujin kung ano anong ginagawa mo.

Agad agad naman akong tumayo at nagsuot ng salawal nang bumukas ang pinto and someone put the light on. She walk her way towards me only wearing a bathrobe and still naked underneath that thin cloth.

Agad itong yumakap sakin pero hindi ko na pinansin yun at nagmadaling magbihis.

"Where are you going babe? " sabi nito using her husky voice. Shit that's hot. I can even feel her boobs touching my bare back and kung pwede lang mag another round I will gladly do it pero I need to meet this person right now.

"I just need to meet someone babe. " Sabi ko while putting my belt on.

"At this hour? " tanong niya may halong pagtataka but I only nod as a response.

"Can you hook my bra? " sabi ko sakanya and she gladly do it and after that niyakap nanaman niya ako.

"Babe wait I need to put my shirt on. " sabi ko at kumalas muna sa yakap niya para maisuot ko yung white tee ko.

And when i'm fully dressed I look at this beautiful girl who's currently pouting at me. Shit why do have to be this pretty?

Agad ko naman siyang binuhat and kissed her passionately. My phone keep buzzing, shit can't this person wait and give me at least a minute?! I ignored my phone for a moment and enjoyed my current kissing session. The kiss is turning into a heated one but before we could even go deeper my phone rang meaning someone's calling.

"Fuck. Pabitin. " inis na sabi ko.

"Sagutin mo na babe. What if importante pala yan?" sabi niya kaya I nodded and hastily answered my phone.

"Babe? Where are you? Kakauwi ko lang galing school ughh i'm tireeeed. I need hug. " and when I heard that voice I quickly check my caller I.D.

My Jennie❤

Fuck. Agad naman akong kumalas sa nakayakap sakin at inayos ang sarili ko.

"Uhh babe, sure puntahan kita jan mamaya pero baka ma late ako ng konti? May dadaanan lang kasi ako sandali is that okay? " Sabi ko at napaayos naman sa upo yung babae sa harap ko ng marealized niya siguro kung sino yung tumawag.

"Ganun ba? Hmmmm mmkaaaay. Hintayin kita okaaay? Pero if ever pag dating mo dito nakatulog na ako gamitin mo nalang yung spare key mo okay? Tapos tabihan mo akong matulog para pag gising ko bukas ikaw una kong makikita. Miss na miss na kasi kita. " sabi niya napalunok nalang ako.

"U- -uhh sure babe. "

"I love you my Lalisa. " napatikhim ako sa narinig ko at tumingin sa babae sa harap ko.

"I love you more my Jennie. " Sabi ko at pinatay ko na yung call.

Nakita ko naman kung pano nag bago yung mood ng kasama ko tsaka tumayo na at nagtungo sa closet. Shit nagtampo na.

"Babe. " paglalambing ko at agad ko siyang niyakap sa likuran niya.

"Sorry na. Bawi nalang ako sayo next time okay? Shit came up kasi. Hindi ko rin naman inaasahan." paglalambing ko.

"It's fine. Lis. Okay lang talaga. "

Nagtampo na talaga. Agad ko naman siyang hinarap sakin and I cupped her face with both of my hands and connected my lips with hers.

"Babawi ako okay? " at sa pagkasabi ko nun she gave me her sweetest smile.

"Take care okay? " sabi niya and I only nod.

Kinuha ko na yung susi at phone ko tsaka lumabas ng room. But before I could even close the door she said something that made me smile.

"I love you Lali. " i look at her and gave her my sweetest bago ko sinara ang pinto.

"I'm sorry but I can't love you Irene. I'm only here for fun." sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko.