I'M A MESS

CHAPTER 18

Lisa's POV

Ang daming nangyayari sa araw na to. And I still couldn't process everything. Minabuti naming ihatid si Roseanne, Yeri at Jennie sa apartment ni Jennie. Mago-overnight nalang daw muna sila para pakalmahin si Roseanne while Joy said siya na ang bahala kay Ryujin.

Meanwhile, Yeji contacted their family's driver at uuwi daw muna siya ngayon sa bahay nila sa Tarlac kasi hindi niya pa daw kayang harapin si Ryujin. As for Irene? I insisted na ihatid siya buti nalang at pumayag din si Jennie at sinabing alagaan ko daw ng mabuti si Irene which I would gladly do. Of course I will.

Nandito na kami sa bahay nila Irene at dumiretso kami sa kwarto niya. Yes kilala na rin ako dito ng mga maids nila since lagi na ako dito kaya wala na sakanila yon.

As we entered her room, Irene immediately threw herself on her bed while I made sure to lock her door.

Pasimple akong tumabi sakanya pero di niya ako kinibo.

She seem to be in deep thoughts kaya I didn't waste any second and pulled her close to me para mayakap siya. I know this day is just too much for her take so I gently played with her hair to help her relax.

We just stayed like that for a few minutes bago niya maisipang magsalita.

"Lis, i'm scared. " sabi niya kaya mas hinigpitan ko pa ang yakao sakanya.

"Ssshhh. You don't have to be scared Irene. You know that i'm always here for you. " I reassured her.

"Tell me, tama pa ba tong ginagawa natin? Didn't you see what happened a while ago? Pwedeng maulit pa yun pag pinagpatuloy na pa natin to. "

"We just need to be extra carefull. " sabi ko kaya kumalas siya sa yakap ko at naupo.

"You don't understand Lis. What if someone caught us too? Pano pag nalaman nila? I'm scared of the possible consequences Lis lalo na at bestfriend ko yung girlfriend mo. " sabi niya habang tinitignan ako sa mata.

"No one will know Irene. " sabi ko at hinawakan ang kamay niya.

"How can you be so sure na walang makaalam? Hanggang saan tayo magiging ganto? We both know na mali tong ginagawa natin yet we're still doing it. Hindi ka ba natatakot? " tanong nito.

"Ngayon ka pa ba matatakot sa possible consequences waiting ahead us Irene? " kaya napapikit nalang siya at halatang nagpipigil ng inis.

"Nakita mo naman kung anong nangyari kanina kay Ryujin at Rosé! "

"Bakit mo kasi ginagaya yung satin sa nangyari sakanila? They were too careless at nagpadalos-dalos kaya nahuli sila. " I argued with her kaya napatingin lang siya sakin with her eyes widened.

"I can't believe you. So were you saying na dapat mas ginalingan nila yung pagtatago para patuloy rin yung panggagago nila? " sabi niya at tumayo na tsaka dumiretso sa dressing table niya at tinukod ang dalawang kamay sa lamesa at humarap sa salamin.

Observing her from here, I couldn't help but to feel hot because she's being too sexy. Yep, mad Irene is sexy Irene kaya tumayo na rin ako to approach her and hug her from behind, and now we're both observing our reflection at the mirror.

"We look cute." sabi ko at ipinatong ang ulo ko sa balikat niya.

"Lisa stop. We need to stop. " sabi niya pero imbes na pakinggan siya ay pasimple ko siyang hinalikan sa leeg niya which is her weakness.

I continued planting wet kisses on her neck going down to hee bare shoulders at ramdam ko namang nagpipigil siya dahil naririnig ko siyang napapamura. I smiled with the thought of it kaya I didn't waste the chance to face her to me and savour her lips.

I gently turned her around para magharap kami at binuhat siya tsaka pinatong sa table niya and continued kissing her.

My hands starts travelling around her waist while the other starts removing her top nang bigla niya akong pigilan.

"Seriously Lisa we need to stop. This need to stop. " sabi niya at tinitigan niya ko sa mata but I kissed her once again kaya tinulak niya ako.

"Don't you want me anymore Irene? Don't you me to be around you anymore? Is that what you want to happen? " tanong ko and stared at her. Ilamg segundo siyang natahimik kaya I continued kissing her neck again.

"Tell me Irene. Do you want me to leave you baby? " I said in my husky voice while continue putting wet kisses down to her collarbone and eventually stop and look at her again.

"Tell me. Do you me stop? " sabi ko pero napahingi nalang siya ng malalim.

"Fuck it. " sabi niya at hinila ulit ang mukha ko para halikan ako.

I smirked and carried her again putting her in bed this time.

"Trust me. They won't know. " sabi ko at tinuloy na ang aming make out session. And you know what happened next.