𝑭𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮, djs ✓

All My Love

y/n's pov

"I-" he stutters, I feel my face burn in embarrassment.

"Dani?" I feel my heart drop. He takes my hands into his, my heart feels like it weighs 200 pounds. "If you don't you can just tell me..." I say quietly, trying to hold back my tears.

"Did I ever tell you about the time when we first met, the first thing I thought when I saw you?"

"No, what are you getting at here?" I look at him, confused. "Daniel, I don't need a whole story if you're gonna just say something to hurt me." I pull my hands away.

"No no no no, that's not what I'm getting at here." He takes my hands back, keeping them warm in the cold. "The first time we met, I knew I was going to fall for you. I didn't know when, I didn't how, because I didn't really know you. I swore I wouldn't fall for someone so hard when it was obvious that it would never work out. You, living a thousand miles away and your stay only being temporary. I barely even knew you or if you had a boyfriend. Hell, I didn't even know you were Ethan's sister." We both laugh, I smile weakly. "The point is, is that never in a million years, I thought I'd meet a girl like you. I don't think anyone would've thought we'd end up together. But the truth is Y/n, I've always loved you. I loved you the moment you barged in my bathroom and made me the most uncomfortable guy in the world. I loved you before I knew what the term love really meant. For years I watched my friends have it. Love. I mean, Jonah has Tate. Jack has Gabbie. Zach, has...well, Zach, he's still young, he's not too into it yet. And then Corbyn, God for years I've wished to have something Corbyn's got with Christina. The way they look at each other, the way they can laugh at anything, their inside jokes, they way he looks at her when she smiles. I swear literally anyone can be their 3rd wheel, even their parents can be their 3rd and 4th wheel. I've watched them be happy for almost 2 years...2 years of wanting what they have. I was so scared I'd never find it. But then you walked into my life and that's when I found it. I found you. And I know it seemed impossible to find someone like you, let alone have the honor to love someone as perfect as you. I knew that one day, when the time was right, I'd find someone to hold in my arms, sing to sleep, cuddle while watching movies with, I knew it'd happen someday. I just didn't think I'd have it now, you know? I hit the jackpot, I believe it. I told myself not to fall for anyone I just met, I told myself that a million times. But then you had to smile that beautiful smile of yours and change my whole world."

I'm crying so hard right now, my teeth hurt from smiling. I can't believe this is happening. He stands up, still holding my hands.

"So when you ask me if I love you, I haven't stopped. I always have and I always will. I never stopped and I never will. So I will so it one more time Y/n, I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. Hell, I'll scream it from the top of my lungs this very moment." He lets go of my hands as he stands on the top of the patio table, waving his arms above his head. "I LOVE YOU Y/N Y/L/N!!!"

He jumps down from the table, lifting me up in his embrace. I pull him in kissing him like there's no tomorrow, he kisses back. Everything inside me melts. My face is burning, I'm no longer cold. My entire body has a burning sensation. It doesn't feel like January anymore, this doesn't feel real anymore. It feels like a dream and I don't want to wake up. This moment, right now, feels like those scenes in movies that you never want to end. The part where you wish it was you experiencing what they were. That chapter in the book that you never want to end. This is that moment right now. This very moment, is my never-ending story. This is the memory I'll be replaying in my head forever. He is the song that I'll sing about forever.

"Is that a good enough answer?" he asks, kissing me one more time. I'm breathless, I don't have any more words.

"It's perfect. I-It's more than perfect. Perfect is an understatement to what this moment is right now." A huge smile is plastered on my face.

"Well there's only word that tops perfect..." I look up into his ocean eyes. "What is it?"

He puts a strand of hair behind my ear, holding my face with his hands. "You." my face instantly burns, I can feel myself blush as he continues. "When I think of this moment, I'll think of you. Cause you are the only thing in this world that tops perfect Y/n. You." My eyes water as I see him warmly smile. I bury my head into his chest, feeling his heart beating fast. I put my hand on his heart, he puts his hand over it too.

"I love you Daniel James Seavey." I say quietly, listening to his heart beat, ignoring the world around us.

"I love you more Y/n y/m/n y/l/n." He replies, kissing the top of my forehead.

"So this is what it feels to be in love..."

"To be in love is to be with you. And it's the best darn feeling in this whole world."

So this is what being safe feels like? What feeling loved feels like...What true happiness feels like...This is what my dreams can't even create...I can't imagine my world without him...