Herophine One Shots... 💖

I want you💖

I haven't seen him for months now not since that night, the night that we possibly ruined our friendship, well so I'm guessing since neither of us have attempted to reach out. During filming me and Hero became very close especially during the two weeks we had together before the rest of the cast flew in to start filming. We spent most nights in each other's rooms watching Netflix or just getting to know each other better. Once filming started I felt it I felt the change I was starting to like him and that scared the shit out of me so I pulled back and spent more of my time with the girls and less time with him not wanting him to figure out what was going on in my head. Once we wrapped the film I felt slightly better knowing I didn't have to panic about him finding out at least for a few months until the book tour anyway. The book tour was great I managed to spend all that time with Hero and not give anything away even though the more time we spent together the more my feelings grew but I still managed to get through the whole thing without a problem well up until the last night I did anyway.

*Flashback*

"Since you have barley spoke to me until this tour and we leave again tomorrow why don't we watch a movie, have a proper catch up and a little drink?" he asks.

"Ah Hero I don't know I have an early flight the last thing I want is to be hungover and tired." I say trying my best to get out of it.

"Who said anything about getting drunk? I said a little drink didn't I?" he says wiggling his brows.

"Yes you did but your also used to drinking since it seems to be all you do back home I could never keep up with you." I don't even think before the words fly out.

"And how would you know that is all I do Jo? You been stalking me whilst you've been ignoring me for months." he asks smirking.

"I have not been ignoring you..." I pout.

"Come on a couple drinks." he's pulling me by the arm into his room before I even get a chance to respond.

We spend the next few hours catching up properly and before we know it the bottle of tequila is empty and we are just sat resting our heads against the headboard laughing until Hero turns to face me.

"Can I ask you something?" he says.

"Go on..."

"What happened?"

"What do you mean?"

"We were getting along great and then you just barely acknowledged me unless we were filming or out as a group."

"That's not true we still hung out and spoke all the time."

"Don't lie Jo, come on something must have happened for you to just change towards me?"

"Hero..." I say.

"Jooooo," he mimics me.

Huffing I stand up, "I think I should get going it's already 12am and I leave in less than five hours to catch my flight." I say walking toward the door.

"Don't do that, fuck Jo just talk to me will you." he says grabbing me by the wrist.

"Hero, please," I say barley a whisper

"Just talk to me for once." he snaps starting to get annoyed.

"I just wanted to get to know the girls better that's all." I lie.

"Bullshit Jo... why won't you just tell me!" he shouts not hiding his annoyance.

"FINE, I realised I fucking liked you okay and I wasn't risking making a fool of myself or messing shit up for the movie, is that good enough reason for you!"