"I wanted to show Johnny, if he tried anything with you, there would be trouble."
"Taeyong, I tried to tell you I have never liked Johnny in that way."
His eyes darkened a little. "But he likes you can't you see that."
Later I was going to text Jungwoo. I needed some sort of advice to be sure. "Taeyong, last night was intense, but I'm worried for my own heart. Yes I like you, but I can't be sure you're not just playing with me either."
"Y/n, I'm the leader here." His raspy voice called. "And if I say you're mine? That means you're mine."
He tugged on my arm making me fall against his body and my hands grabbed tightly around his body to stop myself from fully falling. I saw his smirk on his face and my heart had increased in speed just like every time I contacted him.
I quickly now let go of him and I took a deep breath. How was I ever meant to turn against him now? If I did, I would probably die... or worse if that were even possible. So I was starting to question if I should turn against him ever. I walked past him going upstairs avoiding his stare and I made sure the door was shut behind me.
When I pulled out my phone, I saw a message from what i could tell was Jungwoo, and I narrowed my eyes. I was just about to text him as well.
"How are you doing, I miss you helping me. Lucas is always angry as always, but I think he is glad you are doing something useful".
The text made me smile. I missed Jungwoo too My mind flashed back to Taeyong. So, he liked me? Or was it just because of how desperate he was. He must have not been in contact with a girl for ages, maybe he just was playing me because of how gullible I was. Maybe he just wanted me for my body. He seemed like a possessive and forward man though, and scary at times. I mean, he has killed many people. Would I just be one of those lifeless bodies in the end?
If I ever did start to date Taeyong... I didn't want to get hurt by him which I just knew would happen. Even though, my heart always sped up when I was near him. And here I was again thinking about him... I shook my head out of my thoughts and looked back down to my phone.
"Missing working with you too, I need your help though. "
"What is it?" He texted me back quite quickly.
"Don't tell Lucas this, please."
"I won't, you can trust me."
Jungwoo's pov: I was laying down in my bed still, I was staying in a room at the base. Although I hadn't known Y/n for too long, it was slightly different without her. I looked down at her text.
"Don't tell Lucas this, please." Was this going to have something to do with my brother, Taeyong? I know that Taeyong had hurt Y/n badly before. I was getting worried now.
"I won't you can trust me."
I waited what felt like 3 minutes and finally another message came through even though it was smaller than what I had expected.
"How do you know if you have true feelings for someone?"
I was Instantly taken back. She could be referring to Taeyong, Lucas? Maybe even me.... my heart jolted a bit, and I felt my hands sweating on my phone. Who am I kidding? I would probably be the last of her choice. I quickly remembered that she had asked me a question and I tried to think of how to answer her. What if she really was referring to my insane brother.
I couldn't let that ever be a thing...
My mind shot vividly back to when Taeyong hit his own father repeatedly until there was redder than skin. It had traumatised me. I felt stinging in my eyes and I had to put my phone down a minute trying to calm my breathing down again. Why did I always think about it? I remembered how he used to stick up for me at school... but then... he just went mad.
Slowly I picked back up my phone and I started to type back an answer.
"I'm not the best with that stuff, it never really worked out for me, but maybe if that person is on your mind all the time and the person you always want to see subconsciously."
I sighed. I needed Lucas to make a move soon before she really catches feelings for someone over there. If that ever happened, I'm sure things would get a whole lot more difficult.
I quickly put my phone in my pocket and rushed towards Lucas's room. I needed him to meet NctU and soon. We needed my brother to be stopped.
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