My eyes clenched as I felt him press more force onto my shaking, unsteady hand. He knew I couldn't.
"Let my hand go, Taeyong." His own two eyes explored my facial expression and he finally let go of the knife. We stayed in silence somehow even though we just, only moments ago had knives to each other's throats.
"I hate you for making me fall for you." I called out.
The sides of his mouth curled up into a smirk and his back was laying down on the bed looking up at my face.
"I had to; it was the only way for you to do everything I say from now on." My eyes darkened and he grabbed hold of my two arms leaning forward into my space stopping me from hitting him.
Before he could come any closer, I quickly spoke out. "Jungwoo." That clearly affected him, and his grip loosened. "Did you know, before today, that your brother was working for Lucas in NctU?"
His breath was increasing, and he didn't answer me. "Jungwoo is trying to stop you Taeyong." When I saw something clear rolling down his face I was suddenly taken back.
"I- You're crying?"
He screamed out quite loudly. "I'm crying once again in front of you. You're going to think I'm weak, I haven't cried in 5 years yet since I've met you I've already cried twice."
This wasn't like the last time; his tears were heavier. I think, his family situation showed the real him. The nice guy deep down inside.
Even if Taeyong had just been playing with me... surely, he felt something deep down, like how this effected him... or maybe I really am expecting too much from him. Maybe he really is loveless.
"You still love your brother though; it obviously hurts you how your family turned out."
"Don't talk like you know anything."
My hand rested on his shoulder, "My parents also died, as i said, my father also killed my mother then killing himself leaving me with just, at the time, my 13-year-old brother."
"At least your brother didn't leave you too." I grabbed his arm with a little force, and it knocked his body slightly making us both suddenly look up in shock at each other.
His towel had slid onto the floor after all the moving about and my cheeks suddenly turned bright red feeling the burning heat.
"T-Taeyong, your towel fell."
"You think I didn't notice."
My eyes were practically begging to move down as my brain was trying to control them to stay on his eyes. My eyes won over and as soon as I looked down seeing the long sticking out thing pointing upwards. Immediately I regretted it and I looked back up hoping it was quick enough that he didn't see. "Was that the first dick you have seen?"
My face quickly flushed red. "No, of course not."
"I don't believe you."
Why did he have this effect on me, just with this eye contact and stare I couldn't feel anything else but need. I suddenly felt quite vulnerable as he was still holding onto me and Taeyong was there naked.
"I may not know what love is, Y/n, but I know what lust is."
Thumping loudly was my heart inside of my body. Even sweat had started to fall down the side of my head. He was right earlier; I had never really had a relationship before. I was too caught up on Lucas.
What was I even doing here still- My body got threw back forcefully as he climbed on top of me trapping me in his grip? "Get off me."
"You're really trying hard aren't you to pretend that you hate me for what I did." I didn't answer him as his breath leaned on my face.
My hands stayed on his chest, but he pushed through it biting and swallowing up my lips. "This is what you get for making me cry." He whispered showing no signs of slowing down. His hands went underneath my shirt and I felt his below pressed up against me. The touches were making me feel like jelly, but I resisted kissing him back for my own sanity.
"I know you want to babe" his tongue was exploring my lips then into my mouth biting down to make me give some sort of response but no. I couldn't. He didn't love me. He didn't want me. He just wants a girl with a body.
When his hand reached to the back of my bra strap, I tried moving to stop him; but it was too late. I felt my bra become lose on me and his hand started to explore around.
"You've got just as pretty body as face."
With his last suck now into my neck I let out a scream yelling at him to get off me. "You don't love me Taeyong."
"I'm not a player that sleeps with just anyone."
"Oh really~ if I remember correctly you tried to have sex with Johnny before he had to go."
"That was for a job- you know that. I was going to end it even if he didn't have to leave." I yelled to him back.
Loudly, the door hurled open and I watched Taeyong's face look up in shock. I saw footsteps and saw Johnny. "He's trying to r*pe me." I screamed as Johnny's eyes looked across Taeyong's naked body then at where his hand was.
"I swear Taeyong, I'm just about done with you. First my best mate and now you're trying to r*pe Y/n." His hands grabbed onto his body but Taeyong wouldn't give up without a fight. I watched Taeyong's hands searching for the knife and I saw it just a little in front of him.
Pushing him quickly off I now grabbed the knife and sat up. Holding out the knife threatening to both, I slowly backed away to the door.
"Sort your problems out between yourselves but I just need to go calm down." My voice was shaky as I watched their angry faces stare me down.
"Thanks for saving me Johnny."
Taeyong looked hurt, when I made eye contact, he just turned his head to look away.
did I do the wrong thing? I just wasn't ready and especially with a man who couldn't care less about me. no matter how much I was attracted to him. I shut the door hearing their angry voices shouting.
Should I try and get out of here... or should I stay?
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Just me that finds Bloo ^^ (black haired dude in that music video) insanely attractive? But yeah that was the ✨ song
I might try and update a lot of my books.. idk is there a book you like more? Or this one.. maybe I should try and complete just this one then focus on the others later.
Ahshsh sorry I talked wayyyy too much than normal- have a good day everyoneee!! Love you all 🥰
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