Just Because I'm Not An Ordinary Girl

Chapter 6 - Am I Dreaming?

When the early sunrise shines right through the windows, Fengjiu was woken up by the bright light even though her face was nestled into Donghua's chest. She wiggles her nose like what a normal fox would do and rubs her eyes with her fists. She stares at the peaceful sleeping Donghua Dijun right in front of her and feels like it is still a dream that she had longed for.

 A dream that she is sleeping in his arms, he confessed his love to her last night and kissed her on the forehead on his own will. Even if this was a dream of some old memories that they had, he doesn't have a beard or mustache like her mortal king husband.

But the one in front of her still doesn't look like the true Donghua Dijun, that she used to know either. He has really short black hair, still with the handsome flawless cold face and his well-maintained masculine body.

ZheYan had once told her the story of how Donghua was kept being pestered by demonesses, showing up in his bed every night just to have a moment of being in his arms while getting tossed out. Even other males from the demon clan were interested in him. How can anyone not fall over for him? How can anyone forget the feelings of being in his strong arms? No one can ever forget this great deity, Donghua Dijun. 

But no matter what he looks like, as long as he is Donghua Dijun she will still love him. Donghua never aged a single bit and he is as old as time, or who knows how old. Some others said he was born from a rock that is why his heart has no feelings, interests or desires towards anyone.

She wonders;

"If we ever get to be together, when we get old together how will we look like? Will, he still stay looking like this when I become an old looking grandma? Or will he change his appearance to match with me? I guess that is something that we can find out in the future, that's if we have a future together."

She starts tracing his face with her fingers from one brow to the next, down the nose then to his lips. She stops at the lips and continues from left to right then back to the left and she repeats a few times. She can't help it that his skin is so smooth and soft, his lips are soft and tender.

She continued to brush his lips until Donghua started to move his brows. She thinks he's waking up so she pretends to still be asleep. She then peeks with one eye open, she still sees him sleeping soundly so she starts touching his lips again. She misses his long white hair where she can play with, in her fingers like how she did with the mortal king husband's long black hair when they were in bed. So all she can only play with now is his soft and tender lips.

"Xiao...bai... What are you doing? Why are you not sleeping?" he questions her while his eyes still closed. "Hummm... do you remember who am I?" she asks. "Xiaobai... you didn't hit your head at all! Why are you asking me the same question from last night?" he groans and asks still with his eyes closed. "Please answer me!" she begs, needing the confirmation. He was still in the same position and eyes closed, "You are my Xiaobai!" he groans. "And?..." she continues asking. This time Donghua opened his eyes and looked a bit annoyed. He rolled himself on to his side, into a lounging position with one hand to support his head, and he stares straight into her eyes.

"I'm sorry Dijun, I just still can't believe what is happening in front of my eyes and what you said to me last night. It still feels like a dream to me." she replies with a sweet innocent face. "It's not a dream, it's real, what I said, my dear wifey!" he teases her, and she starts to blush.

"You are and will be my one and only wife, my Dihou. Do you understand me?" he reassures her. She blushes even harder now and she tries to hide her embarrassment under the duvet but Donghua pulls it away from her. He really enjoys teasing and seeing her blush from the embarrassment that she has put herself into.