Honestly, I've just been feeling really cooped up. I've been stuck inside the penthouse for the past few days. Nothing major even happened. I just haven't really gone out, and it's starting to get to me. I guess I'm a little impatient, but I can't help it.
Inabot pa ng dalawang linggo bago humupa ang issue. The culprit has been captured and everything has been settled.
I need fresh air, to be around people, or even just walk somewhere that isn't the same few rooms. I don't like feeling so isolated. It's like everything is on pause and I'm just sitting here waiting for life to start back up again.
As for now, mahigit isang buwan na ang nakalilipas pero ngayong araw pa lang kami lalabas. Si Reese ay nandon na ngayon sa Daddy ni Janine and kaming dalawa na lang ang nandito sa penthouse niya.
"Let's go." Sambit niya nang matapos sa ginagawa. We're eating dinner at her friend's restaurant. Sawa na raw kasi siya sa mga kinakain namin dito.
We both had steak and decided to drink some glass of wine. Hindi ko na mabilang kung nakailang topic kami bago tuluyang maging seryoso ang usapan. At nagyaya rin siyang umuwi nang napansin niyang napaparami na ako.
I need fresh air, to be around people, or even just walk somewhere that isn't the same few rooms. I don't like feeling so isolated. It's like everything is on pause and I'm just sitting here waiting for life to start back up again.
Kahit noong nasa byahe, hindi nahinto ang usapan namin. We were talking about random things.
Janine was calm and graceful, smiling gently like she knew exactly what to say, while I felt like I was walking on thin ice, afraid of saying something wrong. Still, there was something real in the way our eyes met, like neither of us knew how to bridge the space between us but both of us wanted to.
Binati kami ng mga staff ng hotel nang lumakad kami pa-elevator galing sa elevator rin from parking lot.
"Mauna kang gumamit ng shower. I'll wash up after you," marahan niyang sabi habang hinuhubad ang suot na sapatos katulad ng ginagawa ko.
Nauna akong gumamit ng banyo. Lumabas akong may robe na suot at dumiretso sa closet niya. She then entered the bathroom.
I was busy scrolling through my phone when Janine went out of the bathroom. Katulad ng nakasanayan niya, lumabas na naman siyang walang suot na kahit ano pang itaas. Nasanay na rin ako kaya hindi ko siya sinasaway.
"When you first saw me..." I continued the conversation that we had earlier.
"It wasn't love at first sight," sagot niya bago marahang kagatin ang sariling labi at tumingin sa akin nang deretso sa mga mata. "I have this feeling inside... feeling that I wanna bed you. I wanna know how it would feel like doing it with you." She admitted.
Naintindihan ko yung gusto niyang sabihin kahit pa hindi specific word ang binabanggit niya.
I'm amazed, though. Hindi ko nararamdaman na nababastos ako. I'm just amazed that she never took advantage of me in any situation.
Even in the moments when I was unsure or hesitant, she never pushed or pressured. There was always this quiet respect in the way she listened, like she genuinely cared about what I wanted and needed.
"When my men followed you, well, dalawa sila. Yung isa ay para sa safety mo, yung isa naman, para sa information that I want to know about you."
"Stalker." Natatawang sambit ko dahil sa mga inaamin niya. Marahil ay dahil sa tama niya sa alak kaya ang tapang niya rin magkwento.
O pwede rin namang mali ako. Maaaring siya naman ang nag iisip na nakainom ako kaya walang problema kung kausapin niya ako patungkol sa ganitong bagay.
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