My own world (Jason McCan FanFic)

Chapter 41 'blind'

-blind-

Annabelle's POV

I laid on adrian's bed, dry tears on my cheek. I couldn't believe i just had a surgery without any drugs, what i couldn't believe also was me being shot by Jason.

I was hurt, and something for sure i know, my feelings for him is getting less day, by day.

I heard a knock, i kept laying there, i couldn't talk or do anything. I was so tired and in pain. The door opened revealing Adrian, he sent me the fakest smile ever, "do you need anything?" He asked, i shook my head, he sighed and took my hand,

"Your friends are downstairs, do u want to see them?" He asked, "no" i managed to say, he took a deep breath and nodded before giving me a side hug,

"I love you, so much" he whispered, i wanted to smiled but i couldn't. I was so numb. Imagine having a surgery while you're awake.

He laid to my left and wrapped an arm around my side which something i didn't mind. We sat in a comfortable silence.

I began thinking, what Jason thought of this? Did he regret it? Didn't he feel a little shame? He hurt me, physically and mentally. Wasn't mentally enough?

I looked at adrian, "water" i whispered, he nodded and gave me a glass from aside, i used my left arm to drink. I cant move my right arm at all.

I drank it fast, i stared at the ceiling. "I cant take it anymore!" Adrian suddenly said, "i cant stand seeing you hurt because of me!" He whispered. I wanted to comfort him but i cant. He stood up "Im going to bring you anything that will ease the pain" he mumbled and got out of the room.

I inhaled, and looked at the ceiling.

I was broken.

He hurt me, again.

I sighed, suddenly i heard a knock on the door, i looked towards the door and saw troy.

"Hey" he whispered, i tried to smile but i was tired.he sat next to me, "close your eyes, and try to sleep. Come on" he whispered. I closed my eyes, i felt him playing with my hair. I relaxed instantly. He hummed a quite song. I was so relaxed but tired at the same time. "Does it still hurt?" He asked, i nodded. I heard him sigh

He kept playing with my hair making me more relaxed but i couldnt sleep, my right shoulder is hurting me and i was so numb.

"Jason's sick" whispered Troy, i nodded. "He needs to deal with his anger" he said, 'exactly' i wanted to say but i couldn't talk so i just nodded. "Didn't he apologize?" He asked, i shook my head as a 'no'

We kept laying there for a fine hour, him playing with my hair making me relaxed

I heard the door opened, i opened my eyes and saw Adrian, "my friend is a nurse, she gave me this" he said and pulled out a bottle filled with liquid and there was a needle, i wanted to smile badly,

"SANDRA, CAN YOU COME HERE?" Adrian screamed so Sandra can hear him, within seconds she was there. She looked at the bottle and smiled widely, she filled the needle and smiled at me,

"You'll be Okay, i promise" she whispered before injecting it inside of my skin, "you'll be okay" she repeated again. I suddenly started seeing two Sandras, thats when i knew the effect is running thru my body.

My vision went blurry, then black. I felt so relaxed and there was no pain.

Sandra's POV

"She's asleep, finally" i said, we all sighed in relief. "Jason's so stupid" said Adrian, "oh, he's sick also" said Troy, i sighed. "I will talk to him" i mumbled. "I will go now, stay by her side" i said and got up, troy and Adrian nodded.

I went downstairs, i saw Josh talking to Khalil. "Im gonna go, and talk to Jason" i said, josh got up "you cant" he said, i looked at him confused, "why i cant?" I asked, "i don't trust his actions anymore" said Josh, i inhaled sharply, "he wont hurt me josh. Jason isnt sick!"

"He is sick!" Screamed josh, "sandra, you arent going to see him" he said, "i will! He's my best friend! Im sure there's am explanation" i said, "explanation for shooting his ex? This is sickness!" Snapped Josh, "he didnt want to shoot her, she came in the way" i said, "are you defending him? What makes the situation more sick he wanted to kill his ex' best friend" he snapped,

"Im going" i said, he held my hand "you arent!" He said, "i am!" I said and opened the door ready for leaving When he held my hand

"If you go, we're over" he said, i inhaled sharply on what he said, but still i pushed him off and went to my car driving away.

Josh's POV

I watched her leaving me, i felt tears going down my cheeks, "what the fuck happened to her?" Asked Khalil, i wiped my tears "she joined the club with Jason" i said and went upstairs to check on annabelle,

I saw adrian and Troy talking, when they saw me they smiled weakly, "how's she?" I asked, "i think she should be better, by now" said Troy, i nodded. And sat on the couch.

I was heartbroken,

My girlfriend went to see that sick guy and left me.

Jason's POV

"JASON?" I heard Sandra's voice echoed thru the whole mansion, "IN MY ROOM" i screamed for her to hear me, i heard her footsteps coming closing, then the door flung opened,

She looked at me and gasped, "you look horrible" she said, i rolled my eyes, she sat next to me on my bed,

"hey" she said and ran her hand thru my hair, "just spell whatever you want to spell" i mumbled under my breath, she sighed.

"Why did u want to shoot adrian?" She asked me, i shrugged and rolled on my stomach, "i asked you a question" i heard her snap

"I hate him! I really do" i mumbled, "thats a lame fucking excuse!" She screamed, "will you shut up?" I asked, "no! Explain." She said, i turned around to face her, its like im seeing annabelle in front of me

"I hate him, wanted to kill him. She got in the way. Not my fucking problem" i said, she inhale sharply, "who are you?" She whispered, i closed my eyes, she started tracing her fingers tips on my jaw, "jason, look at me" she whispered, i sighed

I opened my eyes to face her again, "why did you do it?" She asked, "he took my girl, i cant stand them being together. She gave him once a blowjob, and he did too. Who said they didnt repeat it?" I asked frustrated.

She looked at me and sighed, "jason, your jealousy needs to be controlled" she said, i nodded. She started saying things about my 'anger'

But it was blur for me, all i was seeing is Annabelle talking to me so softly, without taking any second choice, i crashed my lips onto hers, for a moment she didnt kiss me but i completed kissing her, i missed her.

She started kissing me back and pulling me close. I ran my hand down her sides, one hand rested on her waist, the other went to her ass and i grabbed her ass earning a moan from her

I missed her.

I missed annabelle.

Suddenly we heard a gasp "what the fuck?"

I pulled away slightly and then i realized, it wasnt annabelle who i'm kissing, it was Sandra.

Im blind

I looked on the door and saw Troy and Josh.

Josh was tearing up and he ran away quickly, I looked at troy who looked at me and his sister.

"From this moment, i dont know you guys"
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