Dream Guy 2 (BoyxBoy) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 30

Kyle

This is torture.

I can't believe that he can do this to me, ano pa ba'ng kulang saakin? I supported him in everything that he does. Wala siyang narinig na kahit na anong komento mula saakin when he told me that he will be leaving for States kahit na kating-kati na akong pigilan siya na umalis. Pangarap niya 'yon eh, bakit ko naman siya pipigilan?

"I'm so pathetic," Pinunasan ko gamit ang aking mga kamay ang mainit na likidong dumadaloy sa pisngi ko.

"I don't deserve this." I feel so uncomfortable having this pain inside my chest. Hindi naman ito bago saakin pero bakit mas mabigat pa itong nararamdaman ko ngayon kesa sa mga nagdaan? I feel so terrible lalo pa't nandito si Anton ngayon sa bahay at nakikita niya ang kalagayan ko.

"You don't deserve this." I locked the door and hide the spare keys but he still managed to enter my room. He's cuddling me for three hours straight now and I can't even push him away.

"What did you do to deserve this?" He clenched his jaw. He must be really angry at Ferrer. Nakita ko sa mga mata niya yung galit nang sunduin niya ako sa bahay ni Karl at nakita niyang hinahabol ako ni Jake at sinuntok yung bintana ng kotse niya.

"I—I'm sorry about your car." I whispered. I'm out of words. I'm embarrassed.

"Hindi naman 'yon ang ikinagagalit ko. That jerk hurt you. Sino ba siya?" I didn't mentioned Jake to him. Anton must've thought that I'm still single until now because of the stupid and childish promise I made to him before he left.

"Anton, forget about the promise." I lifted my face.

"I won't, Vins." Annoying. He still calls me Vins until now.

"Stop calling me Vins, we're not kids anymore. What you're doing is a bit," I paused and looked at his arms wrapped around me, "awkward."

"What do you want me to call you then? You still don't have a girlfriend, right? Kung wala pa then allow me to call you Vins and hug you whenever I wanted to." Funny. He didn't even think of Jake as my other half. Sino ba namang tao ang magkakaganito just because a mere friend hurt him?

"Actually," Why? What's wrong with me, why can't I say a fucking word?

"I don't have any." I continued.

"See, you didn't even forget about the promise. You waited for me, and I'm glad you waited for that long." I sighed.

"But we're cousins and I don't –"

"And so? Wala namang nakakakilala saakin dito aside from you parents. We're not biologically related, Vins. Hindi mo ba ako na miss? Ganito tayo ka close noong mga bata pa tayo. I'm just a year older than you but I can still remember everything that we did before." I removed his arms around me. Tumayo ako at humarap ako sakanya.

"Ano ba'ng pinagsasabi mo, Anton? Nahihibang ka na ata." I could barely talk. My voice is cracking.

"I'm just saying that I still like you. Hindi naman masamang magmahal, 'di ba?" I can't believe him. Hindi ko inaasahan ang mga katagang lumalabas sa bibig niya.

"This is insane. Naririnig mo ba ang mga sinasabi mo?"

"Use me."

"I'm sorry, what did you say?" Hindi ko masyadong narinig ang sinabi niya.

"That guy is special to you, am I right? Did he hurt you? Do you want to get back at him? I can help you." Why is he telling me this now? He wants me to use him to get back at Jake?