This really upsets me... (I'm being serious)

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I don't think people understand how this feels. So I just hope people listen.

This has been nagging at my mind for a while now and I need to get this off my chest.
I have been working hard on things I feel passionate about thinking of ideas and always listening to others suggestions and input. I work so hard and care so much about things (like this wattpadd book for example.) it frustrates the hell out of me when other people succeed over night with something that I've been trying to do for years. I've been writing and illustrating books since kindergarten and its been something I've loved for years. So I try hard writing... and I see other people (that I know) doing things half-heartedly and getting so much in return. I work my ass off to get at the very least, Ten people to read what I write. It hasn't happened. I wish I had the materials to add pictures and create media for what little viewers I have to have a more enjoyable experience. So I also see others taking pictures off the internet, which I have no problem with, it's the fact that they don't credit the person who put time and effort to draw it.
It also annoys me when I've been doing something for years and trying to get others into it, and then when they finally do, they act like they know all the shit about it.
No I'm not seeking attention, no I'm not begging for readers. I just hate half-hearted work and hard work with little to no reward. This isn't like doing chores for your parents because it feels good to help them, this is putting yourself out there to be seen. I'm not asking for your pity shoutouts. I hate being pitied by others. It's feels like I never did any work to get there.
This is just what's been bugging me.
I'm glad that someone could read this...
I hope you have a good day.

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